情绪生病.....

生活已经不断出现挫折及好多的问题了...我觉得最近会在自己的期望和被迫去做的事物之间拉扯....心中有太多解不掉的问题！

有时候...被这种的情绪伤痛会令我们做出自己不愿意见到的行为...因为有时也不受自己的控制了!
虽然我们理智上知道自己做的是和对问题的反应毫无建设性，但我们就是无法改变自己....
也许是因为我们的思考方式不让我们摆脱负面的模式....闷...无奈...

我们不断的接受生活里日复一日出现的挫折与压力，不知道为什么这样过日子....也看不见改变的契机....这只会令我们对生命的态度变得非常负面...
如果生活不能快乐...不能自由....活着有什么意思呢？时间越久....我们就无法了解自己...也不知道生命在追求什么...因为我们对感情已经麻木了....这是不是道了今日许多人的感受呢?!!

life...life!!tis is life....lolzz....i juz cannot control myself to think of it...!!wat now?i dun knw...
wat is actually happening??i dun knw...!!moody~~
today morning went to sch for a meeting...bout our prefect's camp...not bad...we discussed something...tis is another thing tat i need to worry...!!bcoz we are running out of time...!!haiz...

after meeting...went for lunch with my frenz...mamak stall!!we talked...smiled....but actually not really can smile...!!tat time i was thingking 'something' ...worrying something...!!hmmm....

1st week holidays gone....then next week sch reopen...!!everything will become normal and i need to start everything all over again...~~lolzz....really got a kind of feeling...tired...!!still young leh...paiseh~~
jia you ba....!!

YOU?okay?hope everything okay and happy everyday ...!!how was the performance?good?juz do yr best in everything la...!!jia you...SMILE...SMILE!!

~eRiC mOo~