我。。。玩不起了

还有什么力量

还有什么能力

还有什么动力

可以让我继续往前进

我真的很想 不理任何事情

什么都不做

这一关 为什么就是那么难过

可以不要这样吗？我不会处理了

我 玩不起了 我没有力再玩了

为什么一定要我经历着一些

自己的问题已经解决不了

可是却还那么在乎其他人的问题

我还能怎样撑?我真的很想忘记所有事情

这样的情况 要维持多久?

想我怎样

不要再让我这样了好吗 我很想脱离

我真的玩不起了 行吗

很想离开

另外一个朋友 很想让你知道

其实在你的背后 有一群很大群的朋友在挺你

teach me how to manage myself?

~eRiC mOo~

silence is the best solution for problems

silence?!

yes,i will...

remain silence is not means that i dun knw anything

remain silence is not means that i dun wan say anything

is just that im trying not to involve

that's why i wont ask and get an accurate answer...

i choose to let it be

but actually do i care?do i mind?

yes i am

somehow i feel tired of being like that...

and hence,i choose to remain silence

remain silence becoz i dun wan to creat any problem

that's why...

sometimes,remain silence is the best solution to solve a problem

and juz let it be...like it or not,just accept,this is only the thing i can do...

feel 'alone' so what?life goes on...

somehow,this is a very very big turning point to me..!!

it turns in a sudden...i just cannot cope with it very well...

last time every changes i can cope very well with it...

why is this time so different?

conclusion:sometimes,silence is the best solution for problems

~eRiC mOo~

my very 1st assignment in kampar >> intro to advertising

finally...done with my very 1st assignment in kampar >>> introduction to advertising!!what is all about this assignment??okok..let me tell you guys,this assignment basically is just want us to interview 3 persons,and u can just ask any question in this assignment,after that combine it together to form a A5 booklet...guess who are the 3 persons who were interviewed by me?!!haha...my dad,my mum and my aunty!!funny right?!!since this subject is advertising,it require some kind of creativity to decorate this booklet,and when talk about creativity,really omg!!i spent almost a week to finish up this booklet with all those cut cut cut and paste paste paste...!!i feel that im a half graphic design student!!lol...and and and...before i start my degree,i really dun knw that my minor is advertising...!!until im here,the lecturer told us that ' For PR students,yr minor course will be ADVERTISING...!!of coz...i enjoy the time when i was doing the assignment with liang wei and yumi tan...we keep on talk and talk,laugh and laugh,apa pun boleh cakap..!!lol...alright,now let me show show my work...u may leave yr comment whether is positive or negative,but also give some face la,haha~~

this is my cover page,and im trying to make it 3D...

got 3D feel tak?!lol...

my 1st interviewee >>>> my mother

2nd interviewee >>> my aunty

3rd interviewee>>>>my father

2moro is monday again!!a brand new week...!!continue to move forward!!study study and study...!!i will only allow myself to stay in kampar for 3 years, NO MORE and NO LESS...!!

add oil ppl...

~eRiC mOo~

就这样。。。

不知不觉 已经在金宝3个星期了
这个环境适应完了吗？还好吧。。。
应该说 还在努力
无法否认 有时候 真的觉得还蛮‘一个人’的
想念朋友吗？当然想念咯 偶尔都会找下他们
可是都好像没有人理我 可能大家都在忙吧
发了短讯 却没有得到任何的回应
各位 大家还好吗？我这里还好吗？
其实 自己都知道 并不是那么好
我不是很okay...情绪也其实真的不是那么好
可是 我每一天都在很努力的过这里日子
不是说我不喜欢这里的环境 只不过觉得有一些怪怪的感觉
我总是要让自己习惯 毕竟要呆在这里3年
有时候相会以前的日子 还真蛮怀念的 还蛮想念以前一大班朋友一起上课
过去的 都已经过去了 这一切 都只能成为回忆
现在 上课的心情 总是怪怪的
我已经很努力逼自己 要继续向前看 想着想着
其实还蛮累的 我没有选择 我只能继续的这样走
再累 也只能继续走
有些东西 不应该放任何希望吧 希望越大 失望也越大
很有无奈的感觉 反正 就没有人能够了解我里面的心情
就继续撑 让我自己陪伴我自己吧

放学了，没事情做，就在学校里从这里走到那里，坐下来，思考思考

这里是图书馆外面的‘花园’

努力的当中 逼自己的当中 让自己充实的当中 稍微放慢脚步看看自己 还真蛮累的 生活就是这样 我不okay 可是 是没有人能够理解的 此时此刻的心情 就是不okay
突然间 觉得很没有力量 突然间 觉得有点累了 可能习惯了 就会麻木 麻木了 可能也不会有这种感觉了

单方面维持一段友谊 有时候也会觉得累

有时候 一句的问候 也许 真的能够鼓励 到我

朋友 加油吧

~eRiC mOo~

KL to Kampar >>> 再多难熬 也要熬过去

finally...went back to KL on last friday,time really flies...and of coz,im now in kampar again!!this is the 1st time taking ktm back to kampar from KL becoz normally also got driver de ma...haha~~luckly this time got ppl teman me back to kampar,if not,2 hours in the ktm sure fikir banyak banyak...xDD this is the 3rd week im in kampar...if u ask,is eveything okay?hmmm..i dun how to answer this question,basically i like the environment here,but somehow,i juz feel something is wrong...that's why,until now i am still working very hard to adapt...!! this is my friend that coming back with me...ah moon,lol~~

mana semua buildings?!lol...back to kampung area again!! :(




hmmm...what else now?i also dun knw le...although many things keep on coming to brain,all these might affect my feelings,my mood...but nothing much i can do...the only thing i can do is,juz face it,juz overcome it,becoz u can only let it be whether u like it or not.everyone has their own problems,u like it or not,life goes on...yuppp...life goes on..everything changed!!juz accept it,again,i cannot do anything much....

im okay?!dun knw...

always ok not to be ok...i should enjoy my campus life,whatever should put down,i must put down...look forward,and of coz not only me,to all my friends as well...!!nothing is easy...everything is juz bout yr thinking...

再多难熬 也要熬过去

~eRiC mOo~

healthy life in kampar...

wow~~2 weeks life in kampar!!ermmm...same thing,still working very hard to make myself to adapt..!!yup,working very very very hard!!and i knw i can do it..guess what,the 1st week of the class...lecturer started to mentioned bout assignments,omg....so fast?really diff with foundation...and and and..no mid term for this trimester,course works is all practicle,presentation base..is this a good news or not arr?sooo damn stress la...xDD every 2 weeks must hand in 1 assignment!!GOD bless me...hmm...now everyday also very healthy liao..becoz going to jogging everyday at 5pm...since so so so less entertain in kampar...one of the heathy entertainment is....jogging!!xDD funny right?but actually,not bad also ma...agree?

a bit emo thattime,many things came into my brainthe view of the lake...
nice right?!
this is a very nice place to emo..haha~~

i enjoy the environment there...but somehow i miss pj life also!!keep on moving and moving!!no more 'u' turn...eric moo can over come everything!!

~eRiC mOo~