有时就钟无艳 唔事就夏迎春

‘有事就钟无艳 唔事就夏迎春’

这句话 相信大家都熟悉吧

这句话 听起来

其实还蛮现实的

应该说 这个世界就是那么现实的

付出的 不一定会得到应有的回报

当然 我不是说 也不是在强调 一定要得到任何的回报

只是有时候会觉得有少少的心淡

有少少看透

世界就是那么现实吗?答案是。。。。是

很有对不起的感觉

累的感觉却还在

既然改变不了 不如尝试去接受

有时后就是骗不了自己

说服自己 比说服别人来的难

~eRiC mOo~

things getting better..?

things getting better??well..initially i felt that it is getting better...
but when i try to think deeper...
i dun really knw whether it is getting better or not!!
maybe its juz a way to convince myself that things are getting better...
when i think deeper and deeper again...
am i pretending?pretending that everything is is running very smooth...
so that i will feel that it is getting better...!!
well...i knw that self control is very important...
and this is what im doing everyday!!SELF CONTROL
some how...if u ask me,am i pretending??
lol...i dun even knw am i pretending!!??
or maybe i juz get use to it?treat this as so call 'normal' already?
there must be some lessons that im gonna learn...
but...what are the lessons??i cant guess it...
are these lessons going to affect my future lifez?
some how,i can feel it...it can affect my future life!
maybe this is juz the period for me to go through...
but its kinda suffer...
juz forcing myself go step by step...
guess...this is only what i can do...!!
dun continue to act like this...'drawing' and making yr own face dirty only!!
i mean someone...

~eRiC mOo~

weird

why everything seems like changing?
what happened??what happened to the whole situation??
i really dun knw what to say...
i juz feel like everything is going to be weird from day to day...
situations becoming weird...
feelings becoming weird...
its totally different from the beggining...
and i wanna say...
all this weird things are juz very damn freaking weird!!
who can actually understand my feelings now??!!
its quite suffer for me....
tried to ignore everything...
tried to dun think bout that...
but sometimes human juz cannot lie to their own's feeling...
is this mean that everything has comes to an end...
juz wonder why things can changed in a very short time period??!!
or it juz become a memories and stop here??!!
it can be memories but pls dun stop here...
i juz hope that it can continue to go on...so that all these can be my 'history'...

some how...i feel very unfair...!!
some how...i feel very sienzz...!!
some how...i feel very fed up...!!
some how...i feel very tired...!!
some how...i feel like stop entertaining...!!
some how...i feel that there is nothing happens from the beggining...!!
some how...i feel like leaving..!!

there are lots of questions in my brain now...!!
i did something wrong??!!
what makes this happened?

if i can choose...
i will choose that there is nothing happens in the pass...

if i can choose...
i rather choose to dun knw anything and everything...

if i can choose...
i will choose to leave now...

GOD,lead me and show me the way...!!

~eRiC mOo~

无形的痛

无形的手

拿着

无形的刀

插入心里头

那种内心的痛

那种内心的伤

那种内心的疼

那种无形的痛

那种无形的伤

那种无形的疼

真的 真的

很痛

这种痛 伤 疼

真的痛到

无法形容

有人能了解吗

有人能帮我吗

我

又能做什么

又能改变什么

让我麻木吧

让我感觉不到感觉吧

让我吧

~eRiC mOo~