如此的痛、如此的伤、如此的酸、如此的不舍得、如此的不甘愿、如此的不值得...

好久都没有用话语写部落各了...
想一想...真的好久了...
不知道各位是否还记得...
上个星期报章所登的新闻有关槟城一所学校能的龙舟团....
当他们正在进行练习的时候...结果发生了意外...
如果没记错...大概有五名学生和一位老师在这起意外中丧命...
当我看了这一则新闻...老实说,心里真的有感到一点的酸...
也许你们会觉得奇怪,反正都不关我的事,为何要感觉到心酸??
其实...我是觉得很‘浪费’....那几位的学生...全部都只不过是17岁罢了...
为什么这么年轻...就这样离开了这个世界...
他们什么都没完成...
真的可以感受到...他们的爸爸妈妈当时候的心...
是如此的痛、如此的伤、如此的酸、如此的不舍得、如此的不甘愿、如此的不值得...
很多事情都不轮到我们去控制...
很多事情的发生都不一定需要得到我们的同意...
也许应该这样说...很多事情的发生都没有一个很好的解释...
请问...公平吗??也不轮到我们说公平还是不公平...因为根本不轮到我们说...
也许...这就是所谓的‘命中注定’吧!!我们...又能做什么??!!
各位...请珍惜身边每一个无论是人或物...因为我们真的无法猜透下一秒会发生什么事...
别让自己后悔或遗憾一生...也许...这就是我们只能做的...
这几天也不知道为什么...心情不是很好....
不想再在乎为一些无谓的事情了...
他或者他们喜欢怎样....就怎样吧...喜欢怎样...随便吧!!感觉上已经不想再抖个你死我活...
因为...真的会厌倦...真的会很累...毕竟也不轮到我的控制...
有点想念中学时大家一起玩...一起颠...一起笑的日子....
可惜...全都已经变成回忆了...

~eRiC mOo~

hmm...moody~!!

hey ppl...once again very very very sorry for not updating my blog
lol...as wat i mentioned before...now everyday i also hav to work until 12am...
my feelingzz this few days was very weird...
hmm...or i should say...this few days not really in a good mood...
hmm...why leh??!!also dun knw why...
during working time also no mood...~~
i guess one of the reason is...
i can't manage my time very well now...
most of the time i spent on working...
i want to work...but i also need TIME...!!
lol...this is only one of the reason...
hmm...hmm...hmm....
what happened??why suddenly my mood sooooo down...
dun even knw how to express my feelingzz now...
feel very tired~~my heart is very tired~~sometime really feel that wanna stop everything...
can i rest??rest means i dun want to think bout anything....no stress + no worries...!!
hmm...just...
just let it be + let it flow ba...!!
if not...what can i do??!!maybe this is the only way~~
oh yarr...juz wanna inform u guys...rachel cha went to Australia last night....
to continue her studies....!!all the best to her la~~
that's all for today...
tired~~sleepy~~moody~~
good nitezz...

Take care ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

undang>>>>>passed~

yo~ yo~ yo~...
hey guys!!juz to share a good news here...haha~~
went for undang exam this morning...
walao...reached there around 7.35am...
i dun knw why....this goverment departmenn arrh...dun knw why need to wait for few hours only can sit for the exam and dun knw keep waiting for what??!!
sooooo...waited for alomost 2 hours...
and i hate that place,soooo small + ppl mountain ppl sea!!
i was thinking that time...im not coming back to this place anymore...
sooo...must passed this exam...
lol...finally...my turn to sit for the exam...and i used 30min to finished all the questions...!!
huhh~~
tell u guys a good news la...
i passed the exam...47/50~~
woooo~~undang only ma...!!
luckly i passed~~haha...
that's all for today la :)
2moro morning need to wake up very early...
going to work right after church service...
all the best~~

Take Care.smile ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

prefer sch life or working life??

hey guys...guess what is the time now??!!lol...
now is already 1.36am...
juz came back from working...well~~actually is very tired~~
work from 12pm to 12am...
but...i cannot sleep although very tired + sleepy...
coz im sitting undang exam on saturday,need to do revision...
lol...very funny!!after spm already also need to do revision...
what the .....
i hav to finish the 500 question before i sit for the exam...but now...only half way...haiz~~
prefer sch life or working life??
this question suddenly appeared in my brain...
actually i also dun knw the real answer...
sch life is like very enjoy..can keep on chatting or share everything to friends....
working life is actually not bad...very fun...no need to follow any stupid rules...
if u ask me...
prefer sch life or working life??!!
the answer is...
i dun knw how to answer + this is not forever....
dun think my friends from form 4 and form 5 now can understand my feelingzz...
only those who same age with me + working like me...
haha...guess will work until april only wil stop...then continue to study!!
hmmm...whatever la!!
anyway...wish me luck for my undang exam~~
good nitez everyone...oopss...i should say good morning!!haha:)
gambateh guys...

Take Care. ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

1st week of working...!!

sorry for not updating my blog for almost one week...started to work on monday already...and everyday need to work until 12am...EVERYDAY...yarr,everyday!work until 12am...ermm...actually is very tired de...but,quite enjoy when working...haha~~sound like very lame!!hmm...went to new year countdown last week with my frenzz....lol~~again,ppl mountain ppl sea...so,share some photos here :) enjoy~~will update again next week~~

watching 'show'...sooooooo concentrate!!thx for ivan

taking this photo,looks so yeng!!haha~

ivan...stop acting cute :(
hmm...actually i also acting yeng...haha~paiseh!!
this group lagi yeng...haha:)

will update again next week!!see you guys...need to work 2moro!!bye~

TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

告一段落....新年快乐!!

首先...在这里祝大家新年快乐!!
好像有点迟...不好意思...!!paiseh~~
2009年...终于已经告一段落了...
2009年...终于可以点上一个句号了...
一年时间,就这样过去了...
的确...
2009年真的发生了很多事情...
有开心,有伤心...
有快乐,有不快乐...
有甜的...有酸的...有辣的...当然,也有苦的...
要放下一些东西,真的不容易...
要忘掉不开心的事,也不容易...
无论怎样...
这一切已经过去了...
已经变成回忆了...
是时候把2009年点上一个句号了...
开心的...就把它当成回忆...
伤心的...就把他忘了吧!!
应该这样吧...hor??!!
明天所有学校就开学了...可是已经不关我的事了...
hahahahaha...
那些开学的...加油咯!!
而我...明天就要开始做工了...
新的一年...新的开始...
各位...加油咯!!
你也加油吧!!

~eRiC mOo~