titlelesssss....

it becoming deeper and deeper...

why is emotion so difficult to control...

something i cannot cheat myself...

this kind of feelings...

is kinda suffer...

no more 'last time'...

yup...i knw!!

how good if i can shout out...

i knw...i am only the 'replacement'...

why i can only be the 'replacement'??

i will never be the 1st one...

why must u apear in my life...

how good if i dun knw u...

how good if we dun knw each other...

if there is options...

i rather choose to dun knw u...

tell myself to ignore...

but i failed to do so...

becoz sometimes im juz 'so mind'...

~eRiC mOo~

teach me...

teach me....

teach me how to ignore...

teach me how to dun think of it...

teach me how to let it flow...

teach me what else i can do...

teach me how to control my emotions...

why all those bad things that i thaught...sure will happen??!!

why am i so care?

why am i so worry??!!

teach me...what is my next step??!!

~eRiC mO0~

how good if....

how good if im a cold blooded person...

how good if i can feel nothing...

how good if i dun have emotion...

how good if i can dun care bout anything...

how good if im still in secondary sch lifezz...

i wish i can be a cold blooded person...

i wish i can be a person that can ignore ppl's feelings...

i wish i can be very very very very busy until i got no time to think of anything!!

went back to ipoh for CNY holidays...not fun at all!!just dun have those feels like last few years...
totally different...!!sigh...
i did my best to convince myself,but why is this so difficult...
told myself not to think...some how its not easy!!

whatever...this is something that i expected!!
just hope that i can pass my last semester...
omg...now is already week 4,but still havent start to do my revision...
and and and...mid term is coming soon!! God bless me...
tell myself...this is my last semester for my foundation...

those shits,get lost from my lifezzz...!!

~eRiC mOo~