woooooo~~~~huuuhhh...break!!

woooooo~~~
finally...
6 subjects 'gam dim'....
>>> BM,BI,Maths,history,add maths,moral...
this 6 subjects also quite okay + no problem la...
but add maths abit 'kek sui'...
lolzz...dun think can score A for add maths...sad~

i knw i'm not suppose to be here...
but today is the last paper for this week...
then break until next monday...
hhhuuuhh....
atleast got 'space' for me to 'breath'...

still got 4 more subjects...
biology,physics,chemistry and BC...
wah...3 more weeks to go...
sienzz~~

anyway...
i'm planning what to do and how to enjoy after my spm...
when the moment i think of it...shuang~
hahahahahahahahaha...

SPM SPM SPM >>>> going to get lost soon in my world....

how's yr holidays??
enjoy la :)
TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

wish me LUCK...~~ >>> SPM

suffered for almost 1 year...
or i should say...
suffered for alomost 5 years...
finally...
is time to sit for the most important + major + final exam...>>>> SPM
which is going to start from 2moro...

the 1st paper for 2moro is BM...
and this is one of the sub that i must score atleast A-...
hope i really can do it well...
hope i won't forget what i hav read...

i'm the one who control my emotion to sit for the exam...
so...hope i won't get PANIC too~~
what i need to do is just 'apply' whatever i hav read and studied...
该读的...都已经读了...

huuhh~~
hope i can do well...
will do my best...

may GOD bless me...
wish me luck... ~~
good luck to all SPM candidates too~~

SPM...HERE I COME...!!

enjoy yr sch holidays...
TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

gosh....~ sucks + shit feelingzzz.... sienzz !!

gosh...~~
what happened to me...??
my mood is very very very very down from this morning to now...
and my emotion...
is totally out of control...
shit*

lolzz...
really hate this kind of sucks + shit feelingzzz...
can't sleep well every night....
this few weeks...
really damn sienzz + moody + stress + bu shuang

5 days more >>> spm
sienzz...
finally...my sejarah is alomost finish...
now my brain is full of sejarah...
really hope that i can remember everything...
haiz...

我 ... 已 ... 经 ... 很 ... 厌 ... 倦 ...了...

sucks + shit feelingzzz...
plz GET LOST...!!

continue to enjoy with yr frenzz la...
TAKE CARE...smile ^..^

感觉上...

真的受够了...!!

无奈...

~eRiC mOo~

exam...!!考试...exam...!!考试...exam >>>>>> SPM

1st post for november...
feel like typing in chinese...
so....type in chinese lo...

考试...考试...
应该还有12天吧...!!??
想到考试...真的...
不知道怎么形容现在的心情...
是因为...麻木了吗...??
也不知道了...就连呼吸的空间也没有了...

现在真的不想理会准备好没有...
真的好想考试可以从明天开始...
毕竟现在的感觉是...
求生不得...求死不能...
生不如死...
好像很夸张...

成绩...!!??真得那么重要吗...??!!
是因为面子...才让人觉得成绩很重要吗...?!!
各位...好好的想想吧...

也许...
应该往好的方面想吧...
考试的日子越近...考完试的日子也越近...
也许...应该抱着这样的想法吧...

无奈...
无奈...
无奈...

TAKE CARE...^..^

~eRiC mOo~

tiring + stress + moody + sienzz....

sorry for telling this....
i'm not going to update my blog very often from now due to SPM is coming...
maybe once or twice a week...
yarr...
as u all knw...SPM is coming soon...
3 weeks from now...
can't imagine...

this 3 months....
really tiring + stress + moody + sienzz...
everyday just keep repeating the same thing...
study study study...tuition tuition tuition... and~ (........)~ dun even got time to relax...
lolzz...
honestly...very suffer~~
and i knw...this few weeks...
my emotion is out of control...
can't sleep well....SIENZZ....
feel like wanna stop everything...but....imposible....
HELP ME~~
still wondering....一个笑...真的能够天下无难事吗??
can i have a good rest...??i really need a good rest + good sleep....

enjoy yr trip...
TAKE CARE ^..^

难道...

我真的只能当一个救生圈吗??...

~eRiC mOo~

一个笑...天下无难事....??!!

一个笑...天下无难事...
那...每个人在这个世界都会很开心咯...

一个笑...
真的能够解决了问题吗??
那...人类岂不是没有烦恼了吗??
一个笑...
真的能够让一个人开心吗??
要是真的...那...不是很虚假吗??
一个笑...
真的能够渡过‘每一关’吗??甚至当一个人很低潮的时候...??

一个笑...
真的能够天下无难事吗??
太天真了吧...

好久都没有这种感觉了...
是因为不在乎了?? 还是因为麻木了??
当这种感觉回来时...我心里面就有了答案...
我并没有不在乎...
我只是不知道...
我还能做什么...

要是这一个笑能够解决...
那不是很好吗??

可惜的是...
昨天发的那场梦...
就只是一场梦...

累了...好想好好睡一觉...

难道我只配当一个救生圈吗 ??

告诉我...

我还能做什么??

TAKE CARE...^..^

~eRiC mOo~

生活...??!! 生活....!!??~~

把眼睛闭上...
然后...
尝试一下聆听周围的声音...

才发现...
闭上眼睛那一刻...
原来周围都会很吵...
会听见大道上车辆经过的声音...
会听见小鸟的声音...

看到那些车辆在大道上经过...
看见人群都很忙...不断的走上走下...
好像在热锅上的蚂蚁...
不停的跳动...
生活好像都很忙碌...
每天仿佛过着很紧张的生活...
搞得情绪也不稳定....

现在的政治家...在斗得你死我活...

为的...
是什么...??

而我们这些外局人...
看了...都觉得好笑...
可是他们却不知道...
他们...真的不知道吗??

为的...
就是生存...

活在这个世界上...
似乎不能停下来休息...
也不能走错任何一步...
因为一旦休息后...
就会比别人慢一拍...
之后...
感觉就好像被这个世界淘汰了...

试问...
这样的生活...
不累吗...??不烦吗...?

可是...
为了生存...
我们又能怎样...??

还有20++ 多天就考试了...
可是都还没把书 '吞完'...

无奈...
无奈...
无奈...

真的无奈...

TAKE CARE...^..^

~eRiC mOo~