weird

why everything seems like changing?
what happened??what happened to the whole situation??
i really dun knw what to say...
i juz feel like everything is going to be weird from day to day...
situations becoming weird...
feelings becoming weird...
its totally different from the beggining...
and i wanna say...
all this weird things are juz very damn freaking weird!!
who can actually understand my feelings now??!!
its quite suffer for me....
tried to ignore everything...
tried to dun think bout that...
but sometimes human juz cannot lie to their own's feeling...
is this mean that everything has comes to an end...
juz wonder why things can changed in a very short time period??!!
or it juz become a memories and stop here??!!
it can be memories but pls dun stop here...
i juz hope that it can continue to go on...so that all these can be my 'history'...

some how...i feel very unfair...!!
some how...i feel very sienzz...!!
some how...i feel very fed up...!!
some how...i feel very tired...!!
some how...i feel like stop entertaining...!!
some how...i feel that there is nothing happens from the beggining...!!
some how...i feel like leaving..!!

there are lots of questions in my brain now...!!
i did something wrong??!!
what makes this happened?

if i can choose...
i will choose that there is nothing happens in the pass...

if i can choose...
i rather choose to dun knw anything and everything...

if i can choose...
i will choose to leave now...

GOD,lead me and show me the way...!!

~eRiC mOo~