fly kites.....!!

wow~~cant believe that my final exam sudah habis la!!still remember my last post is talking bout exam...but,today...i am free from exam!!time is like flying very very fast!!oh yar...i should wish everyone here >>>> happy new year 2011,hope everything can run smoothly this year...yup,juz hope that i can pass my 2nd sem,coz i wanna proceed tomy degree course as fast as i can,if i fail my 2nd sem...which mean i hav to extend my sem for another 3 months!!saya tak mau...tak mau extend sem!!lol.~~hmm...went to seremban with my friend on last friday immediate after exam,and stayed there for 3 days...guess,what we did there??haha...we went for fly kites....seriously,this is my 1st time!!haha...enjoy the photos!!

can u see mine??the highest wan...

really enjoyed while we were playing....u can juz forget everything bad things in yr mind...!!hope got chance to play again!!lol...hmm...came back to kl on yesterday,and now..really is time for me to rest and enjoy my sem break...!!

~eRiC mOo~

another 9 days to end year 2010

another 9 days to end year 2010...
i was thinking,what hav i done through out this whole year...??!!
good question for myself...!!time for me to really think of it...!!
how bout u guys??hav u achieve what u hav planned during the beggining of this year?
next week is my final exam for my second semester...
and this is the last week for me to fight for my final exam!!somehow,i dun really hav the mood to study and do my revision yet im very scare that i will fail...
what i aim for this time exam is juz to pass all the subjects so that i can proceed to my degree course as soon as i can...
today studied 3 chapters...later still hav to continue~~
how good if i can juz express and voice out what is actually im thinking...but,still in the process of learning...*emotion control*
wow~~long long long time not sharing photos in my blog luu...went to start live concert last week with my uni's friends...took some photos,and plan to share some of it in this post...have a look...

u guys are awesome...!!

power rangers...haha~~

nernnh face~~

^^
me and wen yi...
me and ce chen...
me and felicia...

alwyn and me...~~

~eRiC mOo~

外面 又下起连绵细雨

外面 又下起了连绵细雨

这种的天气 让人其实觉得还蛮舒服

很有懒懒散散的感觉

不想翻开书来温习

却很想躺在床上

暂时不想再想 也不想再理任何东西

好好歇一歇 好好的睡一睡

好好的休息

有些东西发生了 就让它吧

反正也做不了什么

一些东西 知道就好 没有必要把它说出来

说出来了 也改变不了什么

做回自己该做的 扮回自己该扮的

说起来就容易 难

却难在说服自己

～eRiC mOo～

walking alone in the shopping mall...seriously,the feel is not that bad!!

walking alone in the shopping mall,seriously,the feel is not bad...
can just walk to any where,no ppl will kacau u...
walk until tired,can just sit down,and try to look around...
everyone is like very busy,walking here and there!!
but dun knw what they are busying actually...even myself!!
alot of things came to my brain when i was walking in the shopping mall...
haizz...dun knw le!!dun feel like doing anything...coz i dun even knw what i can do??!!i am just sooo helpless...!!to those dissapointment...i really speechless...!!
because i can only remain DIAM...!!that's all!!
what else can i do??the only way is just let it be...
somehow,it is very difficult to convince ourseleves....
how good if i really dun care or even NO FEEL bout that!!

i am just so damn stress...stress bout studies,stress bout final exams!!
christmas is coming,a lot of things have to be settled...!!
everyone is having christmas mood...but i can only have exam mood!!
what the...!!
how good if i can go kampar now...
how good if i can start my next semester at kampar...!!
guess its a good try for me...!!
i hate exams,i hate assignments...
feel like going to my degree course as fast as i can...!!just scare that i will fail in this semester!!yarr..i wanna start my degree course as fast as i can,sooo...
i cannot FAIL...!!

christmas...CNY...fast fast come!!

又有一段日子上来了...
时间过得好快，现在已经是12月了!!回想起去年的的今天...
真的，很多的回忆都会出现在我头脑里!!
让我分享下吧!!去年的今天，应该还考着spm,那时候的心情其实还蛮期待的，
因为就快考完试，圣诞节快到，新年又快到...
那一种的心情，挺不错!!
考完时候，到处跟朋友到处游荡，又有圣诞气氛...
尤其是靠近新年的前几个礼拜...
真的很享受那时候的心情...去购买MY FM贺岁专辑!!现在听会那些新年歌时，
那种的感觉更加强烈...!!真怀念..!!
想起来，自己都会笑起来..!!hahaha...
想起那时做工的日子,都几不错一下下的...
今年都不懂怎样过的咯...

今年比起去年，相差真的很大!!既然在圣诞后的两天考试!!@#@$#@#$%#$^%%&(#
怎样enjoy啊??抱着书enjoy咯...!!lol...
sienzz 到...!!
无论怎样，我还是很期待圣诞节的来临!!
农历新年，更加不用说咯...
我现在已经开始听新年歌了...haha~~

~eRiC mOo~

i am really tired!

if there is really a choice...
if give me a one last chance...
i still will say....i choose to leave!!
i still will say....i rather dun knw anything!!
when only i can finish up this 'time period'?!
im tired of it...
no more energy to continue...
i wanna rest....
can i?
im really tired....

~eRiC mOo~

有时就钟无艳 唔事就夏迎春

‘有事就钟无艳 唔事就夏迎春’

这句话 相信大家都熟悉吧

这句话 听起来

其实还蛮现实的

应该说 这个世界就是那么现实的

付出的 不一定会得到应有的回报

当然 我不是说 也不是在强调 一定要得到任何的回报

只是有时候会觉得有少少的心淡

有少少看透

世界就是那么现实吗?答案是。。。。是

很有对不起的感觉

累的感觉却还在

既然改变不了 不如尝试去接受

有时后就是骗不了自己

说服自己 比说服别人来的难

~eRiC mOo~

things getting better..?

things getting better??well..initially i felt that it is getting better...
but when i try to think deeper...
i dun really knw whether it is getting better or not!!
maybe its juz a way to convince myself that things are getting better...
when i think deeper and deeper again...
am i pretending?pretending that everything is is running very smooth...
so that i will feel that it is getting better...!!
well...i knw that self control is very important...
and this is what im doing everyday!!SELF CONTROL
some how...if u ask me,am i pretending??
lol...i dun even knw am i pretending!!??
or maybe i juz get use to it?treat this as so call 'normal' already?
there must be some lessons that im gonna learn...
but...what are the lessons??i cant guess it...
are these lessons going to affect my future lifez?
some how,i can feel it...it can affect my future life!
maybe this is juz the period for me to go through...
but its kinda suffer...
juz forcing myself go step by step...
guess...this is only what i can do...!!
dun continue to act like this...'drawing' and making yr own face dirty only!!
i mean someone...

~eRiC mOo~

weird

why everything seems like changing?
what happened??what happened to the whole situation??
i really dun knw what to say...
i juz feel like everything is going to be weird from day to day...
situations becoming weird...
feelings becoming weird...
its totally different from the beggining...
and i wanna say...
all this weird things are juz very damn freaking weird!!
who can actually understand my feelings now??!!
its quite suffer for me....
tried to ignore everything...
tried to dun think bout that...
but sometimes human juz cannot lie to their own's feeling...
is this mean that everything has comes to an end...
juz wonder why things can changed in a very short time period??!!
or it juz become a memories and stop here??!!
it can be memories but pls dun stop here...
i juz hope that it can continue to go on...so that all these can be my 'history'...

some how...i feel very unfair...!!
some how...i feel very sienzz...!!
some how...i feel very fed up...!!
some how...i feel very tired...!!
some how...i feel like stop entertaining...!!
some how...i feel that there is nothing happens from the beggining...!!
some how...i feel like leaving..!!

there are lots of questions in my brain now...!!
i did something wrong??!!
what makes this happened?

if i can choose...
i will choose that there is nothing happens in the pass...

if i can choose...
i rather choose to dun knw anything and everything...

if i can choose...
i will choose to leave now...

GOD,lead me and show me the way...!!

~eRiC mOo~