weird

why everything seems like changing?
what happened??what happened to the whole situation??
i really dun knw what to say...
i juz feel like everything is going to be weird from day to day...
situations becoming weird...
feelings becoming weird...
its totally different from the beggining...
and i wanna say...
all this weird things are juz very damn freaking weird!!
who can actually understand my feelings now??!!
its quite suffer for me....
tried to ignore everything...
tried to dun think bout that...
but sometimes human juz cannot lie to their own's feeling...
is this mean that everything has comes to an end...
juz wonder why things can changed in a very short time period??!!
or it juz become a memories and stop here??!!
it can be memories but pls dun stop here...
i juz hope that it can continue to go on...so that all these can be my 'history'...

some how...i feel very unfair...!!
some how...i feel very sienzz...!!
some how...i feel very fed up...!!
some how...i feel very tired...!!
some how...i feel like stop entertaining...!!
some how...i feel that there is nothing happens from the beggining...!!
some how...i feel like leaving..!!

there are lots of questions in my brain now...!!
i did something wrong??!!
what makes this happened?

if i can choose...
i will choose that there is nothing happens in the pass...

if i can choose...
i rather choose to dun knw anything and everything...

if i can choose...
i will choose to leave now...

GOD,lead me and show me the way...!!

~eRiC mOo~

无形的痛

无形的手

拿着

无形的刀

插入心里头

那种内心的痛

那种内心的伤

那种内心的疼

那种无形的痛

那种无形的伤

那种无形的疼

真的 真的

很痛

这种痛 伤 疼

真的痛到

无法形容

有人能了解吗

有人能帮我吗

我

又能做什么

又能改变什么

让我麻木吧

让我感觉不到感觉吧

让我吧

~eRiC mOo~

不说 不问 不听 不闻 不做 不理 不管 不想 不要 不能....行吗？不说 不问 不听 不闻 不做 不理 不管 不想 不要 不能....行吗？

不说 不问 不听 不闻 不做 不理 不管 不想 不要 不能....行吗？

不知道我还能做什么

不知道应该给如何的反应

不知道应该个怎么样的表情

不知道还能怎样伪装

不知道我下一步如何

不知道我应该做什么

不知道 不知道 不知道

不说 不问 不听 不闻 不做 不理 不管 不想 不要 不能....行吗？

随便吧

好的事 永远都不会发生在我的身上

多的是 你不知道的事

~eRiC mOo~

多的是 你不知道的事

another week is gone!!

gosh...can u imagine??

august is going end very soon...

and...we are going celebrate CNY in another few more months!!xD

but before that,is time get ready and prepare for my final exam

which is held on 1st of september...!!

yup...really must add oil in studies,next week is the last week for me to prepare!!

sometimes is really not easy to control our emotions...

things are juz keep on 'pop-ing' into my brain...

trying my best to not to think...coz it really will affect my mood!!

besides,it will also affect me dun feel like doing anything!!

wake up...time to wake up!!

how i wish sometime i can really be crazy!!?

no need to think so much,no need to dream so much,

no need to worry so much...

hmmm...can i??

tiring to entertain this kind of thing...

GOD,can u pls help me to take it out from my lifezz??!!

what can i do much??i want to let go...

even sometimes i dun really knw what i want...!!??

GOD,heal me pls...!!

went to genting highlands to attend MY FM 12th anniversary concert...

this is i was one of the vvip again...manage to get photos with all those

singers and DJs...

~eRiC mOo~

black mood :(

i juz wanna say...

today my mood is totally shit + sucks...

black mood :(

~eRiC mOo~

follow yr feels to do whatever u like...

follow yr feels to do whatever u like....
this is the only way to make yrself to be happy...
what do u think??
do u think this is really a good way??!!
some may says yes...
but for me...i dun think so!!
can u juz do whatever u like and ignore everything?
ignore yr friend's feeling??ignore what ppl wil think of u?
sometimes is really dun knw what to do...
should put down eveything and let it flow by itself...
my final exam is coming soon!!2 more weeks...!!
continue to be emo~

~eRiC mOo~

人的心情。。。

人的心情 很多时候都会有高或有低

其实为什么要这样 也许

就是很多东西都是无法去解释

又有一段时间没来这里了

时间 一天一天的过去

今天 已经是八月了 每一天的经历

就这样演变成了每一天的历史

这一些的历史 过去 就成为过去了

永远都不会再回来

这一些的历史 包含着开心

也包含着不开心 不知道为什么

不开心的 总是比开心的来得多

也许 这就是生活吧

也许 就是有人认为

做人 其实时时刻刻都在伪装

伪装这两个字 我对它无言

有时后也不清楚自己要的是什么

这一整个星期 老实说

真的不是很有心情 因为某些原因

那又如何 生活还是要继续

不想再想这么多也不想问这么多

也许 沉默 真的是金吧

麻木的感觉 永远就是这样

随便吧 这样就这样吧

还是那句 无言

~eRiC mOo~

人的生命 就是那么脆弱 化学

人的生命
就是那么化学
就是那么脆弱
时间
真的过得很快
不轮到你不认同
每一天
都在为生命拼搏
每一天
都在忙进忙出
每一天
都很匆忙要做一件事情
每一天
都很匆忙的完成一件事
都很匆忙的回家
做什么都很匆忙
有享受到那个过程吗
随便吧...
做好自己本分就好...

~eRiC mOo~

july!!omg....

this few weeks is really kinda busy for me!!
lol...exams,assignments all coming together,which one should i do 1st??
my head is going to boom soon...haha~~
basically now everyday also have to do revision...
honestly,actually i'm quite enjoy my uni life!!
but there is only 1 thing i dun really like is.......i hate to wake up sooo early!!
everyday have to wale up at 5.30am..worse than last year la :(
guys...what do u feel now??
i cant believe that now is already july!!july...july...JULY
half year of 2010 is gone...
yarr...half year of 2010 is ALREADY gone...!!
time is really flying now...and i started my uni life is already more than one month!!
lol...and we will be celebrating CNY in another 7 months!!noob~~
will update more when im free!!


~eRiC mOo~