~the eRiC's liFe~

复杂的心情

2011-12-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

wow~~

又有一段日子没写部落各了

因为之前都在忙考试

现在假期咯

今天今天今天的心情

好复杂啊...!!好像做什么都很不顺利...

我也不知道还能怎样去形容了...

汽车修理不好可是却花了无谓的钱也花了无谓的时间

唉...

好烦还有好多事要处理

假期原本应该是好开心很自由没烦恼

可是看起来这个假期其实是我最烦恼的一个假期

一些东西还么处理好一些东西却还没有得到一个答案

只有一个字能形容，就是等!!好被动啊...

其实一路走来自己的心情也不都只不过是这样

没有怎样的特别也许已经看化好多东西了

是这样发生没有必要再问为什么

更不论到你问为什么

相反的只能已硬着头皮去面对它

距离2012年还剩下几天 3天吧

一年又要过去了想想今年年头的承诺

有多少已经是实现了的

在接下来的blog post，应该会回顾一下今年所发生过的事情吧!!

~eRiC mOo~

人生就是不停的战斗

2011-11-14T00:08:00.000-08:00

人生就是不停的战斗

这句话我觉得很棒很棒

其实想一想人生有时就连休息的时间都不能有

因为其实当你放慢你的脚步又或者在休息的时候

别人都在继续努力向前走

一旦我慢下来我就比其他人慢一拍

生活或许有时会觉得累

可是并不代表你可以停下来

人生要活得精彩要活得灿烂就要拼

就要不断的战斗

《那些年我们一起追的女孩》的确勾引了好多的回忆

蛮棒的一部电影这些情节都是很典型的

相信每个人都有过至少电影里一半的经历吧

无论如何再累在不喜欢

人生就是不停的战斗!!

~eRiC mOo~

friday?! FrIdAy?! fRiDay?! FRIDAY?!

2011-10-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

friday?! FrIdAy?! fRiDaY?! FRIDAY?!

yuppp...today is friday!! normally friday is a very relaxing day for everyone...

but not for me...not only this week, but the whole semester!!becoz im having class on every staurday from now until december!!this is juz sad,everyone is enjoying with their weekends but i have to attend class...plus im having japanese test on 2moro,that's why i totally cant feel the mood of friday!!preparing for the test :( so ppl,wish me best of luck for my very 1st japanese test!!haha...chill la~~quite enjoy with my japanese class also xD

but hor...ppl weekdays got class,every tuesday to thurday i also tak ada class leh..not bad also right?haha...so i will assume my weekends is on every tuesday to thursday lo!!

nothing much change in this sem,life here still kinda busy especially in this short sem,everything must be done in 7 weeks time...rushing for events,and of coz...rushing for assignments as well!!hmmm..actually im quite enjoy with my life here now...!!

but something cannot deny is that...sometimes i will feel like going back home also!!haha...miss my home,miss my bed and especially my air cond!!lol...how good if i can install an air cond here!!haha...kampar life,really gave me a lot of new experience and of coz breakthrough in myself...no big deal de!!

oh yarr...today is 28/10/11...

1)my dad's birthday!!too bad la this year,dad's birthday also cannot go back to kl and celebrate with him...what kind of son is this?haha..no la,as what i mentioned, im having class on saturday!!impossible for me to skipppp class right although i wanna do so actually...!!haha...xD stay healthy :)

2)and today is also my best friend >>> alwyn tan yong peng's birthday!!happy blessed birthday dude...!!too bad cant celebrate with u as well!!still remember u were at my home celebrate together with my dad...omg!!1 year already!!so fast!!one year older liao la...wish u all the best in everything and may all yr dreams come true!!

this photo,taken last year during this time i guess!!!!haha...

~eRiC mOo~

忙

2011-10-06T22:02:00.000-07:00

有型吗？这就是RCM Committees!!

回来金宝已经两天了，只有一个字可以形容，那就是‘忙’！！

忙到够够力那种，一早在学校开会到晚上,累到...

是在筹备着orientation的东西！！原来参与RCM是真的有够力忙，

很多东西做...

第一次与这一群朋友们一起共事，感觉还蛮不错的...

大家都很nice...其实搞event嘛，最享受的...

其实就是大家在筹备的整个过程

虽然是真的很累，可是真的几享受一下的

大家都在互相学习，学最多的，应该是我吧！！在全新的环境参与这种活动

这几天忙，接下来的一个星期，会更忙

5 managers from different departments...

~eRiC mOo~

Life is tough, but I AM TOUGHER!!

2011-10-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

life is never easy...

life is tough....

but i will force myself to remember...

I AM TOUGHER!!

~eRiC mOo~

1st degree sem break....

2011-09-29T12:49:00.000-07:00

试，考完了

旅行，玩回来了

找朋友，也聚了

给的，也给了

假期，也差不多要完了

这个sem break,其实还过得蛮充实的

最享受的时段，当然是跟朋友去了pangkor岛吃风

那3天里我就真的什么都没有想没有理

就暂时把所有的东西放在一旁

幸好，电话也没有一直响

这3天玩的真的很开心大家都很享受玩的很颠

多希望真的希望能够把那3天hold住

那一种可以什么都不想的生活没有顾虑的生活

也就只能维持3天

在真正的生活里头又有能多少次

现实永远都是残酷的 3天后又得回到那种现实的生活

在回来kl的真个路程，那一种的压力烦恼

真的能够觉得，慢慢回来了，越靠近kl, 头脑越重

回来后，大家都忙着处理照片

看会每一张照片，都有着不同的回忆

看会照片，大家都会回想起当时的情况

不会在这里upload照片啦，到我的fb看吧...

哈哈...算吧!过了，就让它过吧...

就好像以前的事情...也许再也不像以前那样

好的，就把它当作回忆，不好的，就放一旁吧!!

这是去着pangkor岛在船上拍的...几有形一下，哈哈~~

很多东西，不需要在那么执着

很多东西，不需要再问为什么

走的走，离开的离开，变的也变了

很多东西都不一样了

也许这都是所谓的过程吧

生活得继续人总要向前望

各位各位朋友们人生真的不简单

那种恐怖和起起落落的情

绪谁都要面对

没有人能够避免

所以

真的要为生活加油

切记，开始的路程，一定是很艰难的...DO NOT GIVE UP :)

~eRiC mOo~

我 Me

2011-08-20T00:18:00.000-07:00

有一个星期了日子都是那样

每天都很忙一天竟然可以赶3场meeting

从早上一出门一直到很也才到家

累吗？我很累...但我享受

让自己的生活变得充实才没有机会想东想西

让自己变忙让自己变麻木麻醉自己

该放下的都应该放下了吧

生活有时真的不简单

能走到今天也不容易甜酸苦辣

什么味道没有尝过

也许我只在硬撑

可是

再多难撑再多难顶再多难熬再多幸苦

我都要继续撑下去

终于好不容易才熬过了两个presentations...

从来没有为presentation 烦恼过

这次真的有够stress

有时候也不知道为了什么

反正日子还是那样过

很多东西也不在我们控制范围之内

更不轮到我们去选择

现在的我就是那种》》随便吧就接受咯

也不再多问为什么为什么为什么

有些事情我宁愿没有发生过

有些事情我宁愿没有经历过

有些事情我宁愿我什么都不懂

可是就会发生在我身上

算啦就这样吧

反正我现在的生活过得应该不错吧

也许对也许

这里我有自己的一片天地

我再也不会像以前那样

把自己锁死领悟过了

尝试过一次就够

原因是不要再让子受伤

也许是一种恐惧感

也许...这是我现在

唯一能做

对自己好一点的的事情

~eRiC mOo~

peaceful sunday night

2011-08-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

the weather in kampar today...is jus so nice, relax...becoz kampar rain from

afternoon to night...

stop my blog's song...and listen to this music that i post...

this music...

so suit for this environment...

i enjoy the weather when listening to this music...

is like putting away all my thoughts...not think think of anything...

just make yr mind clear...relax...enjoy...

made me feel tonight is a very peaceful sunday...

the peaceful sunday ever in kampar...

hmmm...im very busy right now...

busy bout assignments...busy bout meeting meeting and meeting..

but still...i can feel the relax-ness...thx to the weather..

thx to the music...just want to be alone now...

to enjoy what im enjoying now...

once again...i really feel very peace tonight...

a silent + peaceful sunday...

this is the great time to be alone...

~eRiC mOo~

就这样

2011-08-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

两个小时前人在KL 两个小时后人在kampar

回去吉隆坡6天了我也不知道这6天是怎样过的

过得还蛮充实时间过得真的好快

回去见会foundation的朋友们又勾起了我一些的回忆

也勾起了我一些的情绪而这一种的情绪

一直陪伴着我从吉隆坡会到来金宝

看到大家真的觉得全部东西都都变了

再怎样也跑不了回去从前

各都有各忙的大家都有各自的生活

不能再问为什么不能再问怎样

就只能接受向前看过去的就让它过去吧

我想对你们这班朋友说我们的友谊永远都存在

因为经历的实在是太多了

唯一觉得安慰的就是你还当我是你的好朋友

我现在的生活真的有够忙忙是为了麻醉自己吗？

当朋友问我的时候我也花了一些时间来思考

也许是其中一个原因吧

要是小叮当真的存在的话那多好因为可以回去以前的日子

不是不能放下因为时不时我的头脑还会出现为什么这3个字

我很埋怨自己有时候我真的对自己不好

为什么就是我要面对这一些都是我

有时我宁愿我是个傻傻的闷闷的没有想法的书呆子

做个没有感觉的人因该也不错一下吧

~eRiC mOo~

忙但是我喜欢

2011-07-31T00:25:00.000-07:00

wah wah wah...
真的自己好厉害
一个月没有回KL了
哈哈

其实也是真的太多东西忙了
要回也会不了
degree的生活真的一点都不简单
那些assignment 真的有够我紧张
有够我刺激心跳指数上上下下
心脏都快要跳出来了

参与的活动真的十只手指数也数不清
每一天赶完这一场meeting 就要赶去第二场meeting
从早上就忙到晚上回到家已经是十点多了
然后就要开始做assignments

累吗？累
也只有这样我才不用想那么多
因为根本没有时间想
让我就真的忙忙忙忙忙忙忙忙忙

有时在想参与那么多东西是好还是不好？
好多的会议要开

可是这些都是我在大学里的目标
只有这样我学的经历的会更多
才能够让我的大学生活更精彩
还有更多的东西我要达到

当然相信我自己能够安排好
让我真的能够继续成长吧

过去让我学习到的
一定要懂得保护自己
永远都不会忘记

笑容吗；开心吗

2011-07-19T01:20:00.000-07:00

今天和朋友去了游乐场走走

坐在秋千上就谈谈天

谈着谈着就看到有一些小孩子正在玩耍

不知道为什么每次看见这些小孩子

我都会想唉你们真的还有很长的路要跑

几时才能好像我这样可是往另一方面想

他们好像真的玩的很开心对这个世界

是充满天真和开心

看回自己在深入想一想

其实我真的不知道怎样去开心了

也不知道要怎么真正的笑了

每一天的笑容就是场面的笑容

假如我是那些小孩子那应该很好

不用想那么多很天真的一天过一天

要怎么开心要怎么笑我也不会在乎了

事情要怎样发生就随便吧

反正我就对自己说过

我不会让我的大学生活白白的过去

我要更精彩更有满足感

更让我学会的是要更懂得保护我自己

说真的现在我在做的全部都是在为我自己做的

只有这样是对我自己好一点我要对我自己更好

过去的就让它成为回忆吧

昨天f发的那场那场梦永远都只不过是一场梦

加油吧好朋友

~eRiC mOo~

learn to be an emotional-ess person...

2011-07-10T23:41:00.000-07:00

another week is gone!

time flies...

i think everything is going well and fine here...

as usual, everyday sleep at almost 2am, wake up at 6.45pm..

and yes..this is my lifestyle now...

i just cannot force myself to really sleep although i feel very tired or sleepy...

sometimes is because about assignments...sometimes is i really dun wan to sleep...

and all my PR coursemate,almost all the same...

everyone macam hantu juz because of all those stupid assignments...

i am trying to be an emotional-ess person...

i am trying to be feel-ess person..
i am trying to be very tired...

i am trying to make myself to be numbed...

finally, i realised something...!!and many things.

from now onwards..

i will stay strong with myself...

i will protect myself...

i will not let myself to get hurt anymore...!!

i will put myself in front of everything...!

no dealing with me anymore...

this is the only way to protect myself...

~eRiC mOo~

付出值得？

2011-07-04T01:23:00.000-07:00

付出了不一定会得到你想得到的

再说付出也不是说为了要得到什么回报

换回来的就只有伤痕

好了够了

我不想再为一些无谓的东西再烦

我不要因为这样就一直纠缠我的情绪

不要理不要管

我不要因为再限制我自己的范围

我要继续创我要继续前进了

我不要再停留

有些东真的看透了

无法否认这一整年里

发生了不少事情经历不少事情

到现在真的太多的遗憾了

痛吗当然痛伤吗当然伤

付出过的竟然都不被肯定的

可是我不要因为这些原因阻止我前进

我应该要活得更好更精彩

我要为自己而活过去的

再怎样想就让它吧

那个伤就让它自己慢慢痊愈

让时间去医治它吧

毕竟我有我自己的生活要过

总不能停留我有更大的事情要做

等着我去处理

就这样让它慢慢淡化吧

~eRiC mOo~

我。。。玩不起了

2011-06-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

还有什么力量

还有什么能力

还有什么动力

可以让我继续往前进

我真的很想不理任何事情

什么都不做

这一关为什么就是那么难过

可以不要这样吗？我不会处理了

我玩不起了我没有力再玩了

为什么一定要我经历着一些

自己的问题已经解决不了

可是却还那么在乎其他人的问题

我还能怎样撑?我真的很想忘记所有事情

这样的情况要维持多久?

想我怎样

不要再让我这样了好吗我很想脱离

我真的玩不起了行吗

很想离开

另外一个朋友很想让你知道

其实在你的背后有一群很大群的朋友在挺你

teach me how to manage myself?

~eRiC mOo~

silence is the best solution for problems

2011-06-18T11:50:00.000-07:00

silence?!

yes,i will...

remain silence is not means that i dun knw anything

remain silence is not means that i dun wan say anything

is just that im trying not to involve

that's why i wont ask and get an accurate answer...

i choose to let it be

but actually do i care?do i mind?

yes i am

somehow i feel tired of being like that...

and hence,i choose to remain silence

remain silence becoz i dun wan to creat any problem

that's why...

sometimes,remain silence is the best solution to solve a problem

and juz let it be...like it or not,just accept,this is only the thing i can do...

feel 'alone' so what?life goes on...

somehow,this is a very very big turning point to me..!!

it turns in a sudden...i just cannot cope with it very well...

last time every changes i can cope very well with it...

why is this time so different?

conclusion:sometimes,silence is the best solution for problems

~eRiC mOo~

my very 1st assignment in kampar >> intro to advertising

2011-06-12T22:26:00.000-07:00

finally...done with my very 1st assignment in kampar >>> introduction to advertising!!what is all about this assignment??okok..let me tell you guys,this assignment basically is just want us to interview 3 persons,and u can just ask any question in this assignment,after that combine it together to form a A5 booklet...guess who are the 3 persons who were interviewed by me?!!haha...my dad,my mum and my aunty!!funny right?!!since this subject is advertising,it require some kind of creativity to decorate this booklet,and when talk about creativity,really omg!!i spent almost a week to finish up this booklet with all those cut cut cut and paste paste paste...!!i feel that im a half graphic design student!!lol...and and and...before i start my degree,i really dun knw that my minor is advertising...!!until im here,the lecturer told us that ' For PR students,yr minor course will be ADVERTISING...!!of coz...i enjoy the time when i was doing the assignment with liang wei and yumi tan...we keep on talk and talk,laugh and laugh,apa pun boleh cakap..!!lol...alright,now let me show show my work...u may leave yr comment whether is positive or negative,but also give some face la,haha~~

this is my cover page,and im trying to make it 3D...

got 3D feel tak?!lol...

my 1st interviewee >>>> my mother

2nd interviewee >>> my aunty

3rd interviewee>>>>my father

2moro is monday again!!a brand new week...!!continue to move forward!!study study and study...!!i will only allow myself to stay in kampar for 3 years, NO MORE and NO LESS...!!

add oil ppl...

~eRiC mOo~

就这样。。。

2011-06-11T03:02:00.000-07:00

不知不觉已经在金宝3个星期了
这个环境适应完了吗？还好吧。。。
应该说还在努力
无法否认有时候真的觉得还蛮‘一个人’的
想念朋友吗？当然想念咯偶尔都会找下他们
可是都好像没有人理我可能大家都在忙吧
发了短讯却没有得到任何的回应
各位大家还好吗？我这里还好吗？
其实自己都知道并不是那么好
我不是很okay...情绪也其实真的不是那么好
可是我每一天都在很努力的过这里日子
不是说我不喜欢这里的环境只不过觉得有一些怪怪的感觉
我总是要让自己习惯毕竟要呆在这里3年
有时候相会以前的日子还真蛮怀念的还蛮想念以前一大班朋友一起上课
过去的都已经过去了这一切都只能成为回忆
现在上课的心情总是怪怪的
我已经很努力逼自己要继续向前看想着想着
其实还蛮累的我没有选择我只能继续的这样走
再累也只能继续走
有些东西不应该放任何希望吧希望越大失望也越大
很有无奈的感觉反正就没有人能够了解我里面的心情
就继续撑让我自己陪伴我自己吧

放学了，没事情做，就在学校里从这里走到那里，坐下来，思考思考

这里是图书馆外面的‘花园’

努力的当中逼自己的当中让自己充实的当中稍微放慢脚步看看自己还真蛮累的生活就是这样我不okay 可是是没有人能够理解的此时此刻的心情就是不okay
突然间觉得很没有力量突然间觉得有点累了可能习惯了就会麻木麻木了可能也不会有这种感觉了

单方面维持一段友谊有时候也会觉得累

有时候一句的问候也许真的能够鼓励到我

朋友加油吧

~eRiC mOo~

KL to Kampar >>> 再多难熬也要熬过去

2011-06-06T23:35:00.000-07:00

finally...went back to KL on last friday,time really flies...and of coz,im now in kampar again!!this is the 1st time taking ktm back to kampar from KL becoz normally also got driver de ma...haha~~luckly this time got ppl teman me back to kampar,if not,2 hours in the ktm sure fikir banyak banyak...xDD this is the 3rd week im in kampar...if u ask,is eveything okay?hmmm..i dun how to answer this question,basically i like the environment here,but somehow,i juz feel something is wrong...that's why,until now i am still working very hard to adapt...!! this is my friend that coming back with me...ah moon,lol~~

mana semua buildings?!lol...back to kampung area again!! :(

hmmm...what else now?i also dun knw le...although many things keep on coming to brain,all these might affect my feelings,my mood...but nothing much i can do...the only thing i can do is,juz face it,juz overcome it,becoz u can only let it be whether u like it or not.everyone has their own problems,u like it or not,life goes on...yuppp...life goes on..everything changed!!juz accept it,again,i cannot do anything much....

im okay?!dun knw...

always ok not to be ok...i should enjoy my campus life,whatever should put down,i must put down...look forward,and of coz not only me,to all my friends as well...!!nothing is easy...everything is juz bout yr thinking...

再多难熬也要熬过去

~eRiC mOo~

healthy life in kampar...

2011-06-03T23:29:00.000-07:00

wow~~2 weeks life in kampar!!ermmm...same thing,still working very hard to make myself to adapt..!!yup,working very very very hard!!and i knw i can do it..guess what,the 1st week of the class...lecturer started to mentioned bout assignments,omg....so fast?really diff with foundation...and and and..no mid term for this trimester,course works is all practicle,presentation base..is this a good news or not arr?sooo damn stress la...xDD every 2 weeks must hand in 1 assignment!!GOD bless me...hmm...now everyday also very healthy liao..becoz going to jogging everyday at 5pm...since so so so less entertain in kampar...one of the heathy entertainment is....jogging!!xDD funny right?but actually,not bad also ma...agree?

a bit emo thattime,many things came into my brainthe view of the lake...
nice right?!
this is a very nice place to emo..haha~~

i enjoy the environment there...but somehow i miss pj life also!!keep on moving and moving!!no more 'u' turn...eric moo can over come everything!!

~eRiC mOo~

1st post in kampar...

2011-05-30T18:49:00.000-07:00

1st post in kampar...

well...actually im still working very hard to adapt my life here...

something that cannot deny,i very miss my buddies in pj

i like the environment here,but i miss my pj life with them as well...

to be honest,i can adapt actually,is juz that i really miss my friends in pj...

everything changed...

i knw pj life now is changed as well...

how are u guyss over there?

sometimes feel like finding u all and want to chat with u guys,

but scare i will kacau kacau...

they are working very hard for talent time now...

so sad that im not with them...cannot work with them

lol~~

yesterday was the 1st class without u all...

the mood is totally different...

how good if u guys are here...

but the only thing i can do is...

i must learn to adapt...

tell myself, i have to move on and grow up...

i knw i will learn something new over here...

all the best ppl...

~eRiC mOo~

last day of working >>> Utar DSA office...

2011-05-19T15:50:00.000-07:00

monday was the last day of my working day at utar dsa office...and what is in my mind now is..time to really leave from KL as i hav to continue with my degreee course at kampar
once again,i will be going there for 3 years...
honestly,my mind is now actually blank and dun knw what will happen once im in kampar...many question marks in my brain now...!!
but somehow i have to face it,i cannot do any 'U turn' anymore...
i have to put down many many many things...and of coz,its not easy!!
but..time can heals everything..as time goes on,i knw i can adapt with the new enviroment!!
i will get used to it as well...wish me luck ppl!!
the 1st month might be a bit suffer,but think still can handle de la...!!
i am very clear with my own direction and vision for my future,my target and the real reason that why must i leave...! i am very clear about all this...3 years,i knw i will gain a lot after 3 years... juz wait and see...!!i can do it...
same toall my friends as well...u guys can do it as well!!wish u guys best of luck...those beautiful memories that u guys gave to me,i will never forget...!!
since monday was the last day of my working day,managed to took some photo with my so call 'colleagues' >>>DSA officers...thanks for the guidance and giving a me a chance to 'work' with u all...its fun and happy to wor with u guys!!hope DSA officers from kampar also as fun as u all la...haha~~

nadia and eric....~~

dun knw what to post...that's why...like this lo..haha~~

working with u guys are really fun...and happy!!haha

my working table...~~

miss connie and eric moo~~

miss aw and eric moo~~

miss ejean,eric moo and miss aw....

leng lui la leng lui la...haha~~

time to really put a full stop to my foundation life...and everything is ended.i dun knw is this consider as a happy ending or not...but,every good things will come to an end!!new challenges are waiting for me to settle them...!!all the best :) no matter what...life goes on...xD

~eRiC moO~

u guys are awesome >>> friendship forever :)

2011-05-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

what to post for today...!!let's talk bout my birthday la...first of all,i want to say thousand times of thank you to my gang of friends in UTAR,u guys are awesome...!!guess what they did to me?lol...they came to my hse last week without my acknowledge...omg!!which mean,they gave me a surpise!!i was so touched man...most memorable birthday to me,thank you for all the presents,escpecially the cup with our photos...!!

they even decorated the car....

cake that i paling sukaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

this is the cup that full of our photos....

see...i was so happyyyyyyy~~

miss connieeeeethx to tony and alwyn...i will live happy!!XXDD

power rangers...red ranger!!

once again..thank you very muchy!!other than that,i really dun knw what i ca say!!i appreciate it very very very much,u guys are awesome,my best friendssss forever...!!u guys are playing very important role in my foundation life...!!thank you~~

and and and...not to forget,wishes from facebook,and also sms....also thank you very much!!

results is coming out soon le...juz hope i can passsss all!!so that i can continue with my degree...

i think is good for the whole enviroment once i leave here to kampar...!!dun ask me why,becoz i also dun knw why...!!

朋友们，再次谢谢你们对我的包容。。。

有时我会觉得，我的存在，会令到你们不自在。。。

to all my friends...once again i really appreciate u guys!!

glad to have u all in mu foundation life...cheersss :)

~eRiC mOo~

试完了玩也完了

2011-05-06T12:17:00.000-07:00

试终于考完了

想想回去考试那个星期

真的不是人过的怎样都好

已经挨过去了

和朋友一起到云顶去玩

也过了

快乐的时间无法否认

是过得特别快在云顶的这几天

说真的开心大然开心

因为有一班这样癫的朋友

另一边其实心情还蛮沉重的

毕竟这是大家最后一起出来到别的地方一起玩

一起到别的地方过夜

要说的都说完了

不舍得吗? 都一定要舍得

因为有舍才有得

这是人生的过程再不喜欢

都一定要接受

只能说

时间太短经历太多

欢笑声之后留下来的

就只剩下回忆

成绩应该很快就出炉了

希望能够顺顺利利吧

~eRiC mOo~

一个人...

2011-04-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

一个人坐在房间里

把冷气开了坐在电脑前面

听着舒情的歌

头脑突然间头脑突然间有很多东西出现

其实有时候自己也是在硬撑

有时候就是很不满意自己

自己也知道什么都不比别人好

我就是这么差的啦

有时候假如不要有任何希望就一定不会有失望

其实我也不知到自己在扮演着什么角色

当然我很了解很清楚

自己要的是什么以后的方向是生什么

我要走怎样的路其实自己都很了解

每天笑其实都会累的每天开心都会累得

久而久之也成为一种的习惯了

这个星期是考试周都会很担心会过这关吗

要读的都已经读了希望真的能够顺顺利利过啦

如无意外下个月就会去到金宝准备一下

因为将在那边继续我的学业

换下新环境也不错一下的全部都是新的

可能又会体会到不同的东西

一呆就要在那边呆3年 3年不长不短

其实也蛮期待的

哈哈希望我能顺利地度过啦

各位也加油吧

sienzz...my brain is going to burst becoz of this final exam!!but i will do my best...!!

~eRiC mOo~

perfect person?! im not...

2011-04-15T21:08:00.000-07:00

friday again...another week is gone!!omg...cant believe that my exam is coming!!one more week for me to prepare for my finals,and this exam will determine whether i stay in pj or leave to kampar..!!of coz...i really hope that i can pass this very last exam in my foundation life and continue my degree course in kampar...!!these 2 weeks everything seems like okay...but somehow,i have a kind of weird feeling these 2 days which i dun really knw how to describe...??!!weird right..?!lol..i dun knw...maybe gonna leave all my friends soon?!or what else...something that i cannot mention here. perfect person?yarr...i knw im not!! :( sometimes..life is like this wan,everyone is leaving in a very reality world...everyone in this world is looking for a perfect person,perfect person in terms of the good physical looking,good in studies,good in communicating,everyone will like him or her..!!well...i knw im not a perfect person,maybe im juz a very very very normal person...everyone is also perfect than me... if u ask me,am i jealous...yes,i am...!!but i accept it...accept it because im not good looking,accpet it because im not good in studies...accept im juz a very normal person...!! hmm...once again,today went to leisure mall to enjoy my tea time...makan secreat recipe punya cakesss...!!

secreat recipe @ leisure mall...

durian cheese cake....

chocolate indulgence

really yummy~~lol...after that...then went to hair cut,my hair is actually kinda short now,and and and...my hair now is 100% black...no more colour..haha~~btw..thx to my old friend,mabeline wong for accompany-ing me to cut hair...xD

i know everyone is stress bout finalssss...even myself...as what i mentioned juz now..one more week for us to prepare...

to all my dear friends...

1)Alwyn Tan Yong Peng

2)Tony Aeveenath

3)Foo Ce Chen

4)Lim Yee Wee

5)Felicia

6)Goh Phae Gee

7)Yuzi Tan

8)Yeoh An Chee

9)Cherise Tan

10)Tan Wen Yi

11)Marcus Yap

12)Katie Chong

13)and banyak banyak banyak lagi...

we can do it...we will pass...we can score!!let's do our best and perform the best in this final exams!!

all of us are championsss!!chill!!

~eRiC mOo~

crazy for Mc Donal??!!

2011-04-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

crazy for Mc Donal??!!what are we doing over there?yup...for yr information,Mc Danal is actually doing a promotion,which u juz need to purchase anything with above RM5,then u can get 2 sets of big breakfast...!!yesterday was the last for the promotion,sooo...everybody 7 early 8 early went to Mc Donal juz to get the 'big breakfast'...LOL and and and...let me tell u!!me and my friends...ce chen,felicia,phae gee,and yee wee went to Mc Donal at 6.30am...and,we waited for 2 hours which is 8.30am baru can makan...!!can u imagine??!!we waited for 2 hours only can makan...!!here are some photos to share...xDD

see...how ppl crazy for mc donal...

mr foo with mr moo ms lim yee wee fefe... ms gof phae gee fefe again...

and guess...how many sets we have ordered!!we ordered 12 sets but only 5 ppl...makan until we crazy...!!lol...

is everything okay??i dun really know..

but i just hope...

everything is really okay...

~eRiC mOo~

脆弱

2011-03-28T00:54:00.000-07:00

人的生命

其实就是很脆弱的

我们不知道明天会发生什么事

其实人活着就是一种的奇迹因为

人可以在这一秒还有呼吸

也可以在下一秒停止呼吸

我们不知道下一秒下个小时明天

将会发生什么事可能下一秒

很多事情会发生是没有人可以预测到的

打个比例一个大海啸

可以夺走无数人的性命

这是预防不到的

对于现在所面对的问题其实

我已经和厌倦了也累了

不想理也不想再去想我不会处理了

随便吧反正人的生命本来就是脆弱的

喜不喜欢都是这样的啦

做现在该做的东西让我好好读过这一次的考试

让我顺利的考上大学那应该很好吧

‘ 珍惜才能拥有感恩才能天长地久’

这句话听起来很对事实上是吗?? 我不觉得...

this world isnt fair
but i have to fair to myself...

~eRiC mOo~

another week is gone

2011-03-25T17:21:00.000-07:00

today is friday...
which mean another week is gone...
i was thinking...time really flying very fast!!

from last week to this week...

seriously...

many things happened!!

from last week to this week...
many things changed!!

from last week to this week...
many things are weird!!

from last week to this week...
everything is still changing!!

is everything settle?
kinda lost actaully!!

finally...handed in 2 assignments today...
but still got 3 more assingments + presentation!!
final exam is coming soon but yet i still belum start to do revision!!
how am i going to sit for final exam?i dun want to fail...
i want to pass this sem and faster start my degree course at kampar...
suddenly feel like going to travell...
suddenly feel like puting down everything...
stressss....stress up with many things!!

what will happen if i never enter to utar before?!
i wish i am no body....
i wish...

~eRiC mOo~

原来失望累了消失 :(

2011-03-22T18:15:00.000-07:00

真的真的
真的觉得很失望
失望到心好像被刺了几刀

原来有头到尾
只不过是我自己一个人在做傻戏
也在做傻子

原来付出了这么多
经历了这么多
换回来的
却是一堆大便

别问我还好吗
因为
我真的很不好
真的很伤心也很失望

朋友吗??!!原来是这样的
很清楚很了解很明白
原来我在四周围的朋友
只不过是他们的水泡
一个救生圈

真心的付出结果呢
彻底的失望

累了我真的累了
每一天都这样
已经超越我的界限了
我不想再‘累’下去了

原来真心也算不了什么
现在我真的体会到
我的失望感很重
走开吧...
随你便吧

原来原来... :(

得到的永远不比付出得多
我很失望心很不好受
我要消失

~eRiC mOo~

友谊??!!

2011-03-11T21:50:00.000-08:00

友谊

何谓友谊

当朋友们在一起的时候

大家都会颠起来废起来

无法否认一班朋友在一起时

大家都会觉得很开心

朋友遇到问题时都会伸出手来帮忙

互相扶持都会为朋友付出

当然付出了不是为了得到什么回报

只希望朋友都会拿出一颗真心的心当我们是朋友

不是为了讨好什么而是因为我把你们

当成我的好朋友我会珍惜这段友谊

因为我相信能成为朋友其实真的是不简单

全都只因‘缘’

有时候真的觉得很失望

失望到的程度是原来之前所付出的

其实都不被肯定的更不懂为什么

有时候为什么事情变成这个样子

其实也不知道发生什么事情

好像再也不能像以前那个样子了

也有了陌生的感觉

感觉就是很不对

是我真的有问题吗不懂

有时候也会觉得很累

我更不想这样

真的因为我珍惜

朋友吗?

我的好朋友好兄弟

还当我是朋友好兄弟吗??

~eRiC mOo~

休息??

2011-03-02T00:19:00.000-08:00

累了...
可以休息吗??
厌倦了...
可以歇一下吗??
不喜欢...
可以不理吗??

其实是...
不可以的...
因为当你休息的那一刻
别人都还在很努力的向前进
而你将会落在后尾
一旦你休息了
你将会损失很多

对没错
喜不喜欢这就是生活
这就是事实

有些东西改变不了
就是改变不了
有些东西的发生
就是发生了

再怎样
其实都骗不了自己心里面的感觉
不要这样玩我啦
我玩不起这些东西

不喜欢的事情
可以不要发生吗??
很难受leh...
真的...不要这样啦!!
很无言了!!我已经很安静了...
真的...不要这样啦!!

千错万错都是我的错...
真的，很想休息一下...
可惜的...
多的是你不知道的事

~eRiC mOo~

titlelesssss....

2011-02-25T00:57:00.000-08:00

it becoming deeper and deeper...

why is emotion so difficult to control...

something i cannot cheat myself...

this kind of feelings...

is kinda suffer...

no more 'last time'...

yup...i knw!!

how good if i can shout out...

i knw...i am only the 'replacement'...

why i can only be the 'replacement'??

i will never be the 1st one...

why must u apear in my life...

how good if i dun knw u...

how good if we dun knw each other...

if there is options...

i rather choose to dun knw u...

tell myself to ignore...

but i failed to do so...

becoz sometimes im juz 'so mind'...

~eRiC mOo~

teach me...

2011-02-16T00:04:00.000-08:00

teach me....

teach me how to ignore...

teach me how to dun think of it...

teach me how to let it flow...

teach me what else i can do...

teach me how to control my emotions...

why all those bad things that i thaught...sure will happen??!!

why am i so care?

why am i so worry??!!

teach me...what is my next step??!!

~eRiC mO0~

how good if....

2011-02-09T22:07:00.000-08:00

how good if im a cold blooded person...

how good if i can feel nothing...

how good if i dun have emotion...

how good if i can dun care bout anything...

how good if im still in secondary sch lifezz...

i wish i can be a cold blooded person...

i wish i can be a person that can ignore ppl's feelings...

i wish i can be very very very very busy until i got no time to think of anything!!

went back to ipoh for CNY holidays...not fun at all!!just dun have those feels like last few years...
totally different...!!sigh...
i did my best to convince myself,but why is this so difficult...
told myself not to think...some how its not easy!!

whatever...this is something that i expected!!
just hope that i can pass my last semester...
omg...now is already week 4,but still havent start to do my revision...
and and and...mid term is coming soon!! God bless me...
tell myself...this is my last semester for my foundation...

those shits,get lost from my lifezzz...!!

~eRiC mOo~

fly kites.....!!

2011-01-03T15:14:00.000-08:00

wow~~cant believe that my final exam sudah habis la!!still remember my last post is talking bout exam...but,today...i am free from exam!!time is like flying very very fast!!oh yar...i should wish everyone here >>>> happy new year 2011,hope everything can run smoothly this year...yup,juz hope that i can pass my 2nd sem,coz i wanna proceed tomy degree course as fast as i can,if i fail my 2nd sem...which mean i hav to extend my sem for another 3 months!!saya tak mau...tak mau extend sem!!lol.~~hmm...went to seremban with my friend on last friday immediate after exam,and stayed there for 3 days...guess,what we did there??haha...we went for fly kites....seriously,this is my 1st time!!haha...enjoy the photos!!

can u see mine??the highest wan...

really enjoyed while we were playing....u can juz forget everything bad things in yr mind...!!hope got chance to play again!!lol...hmm...came back to kl on yesterday,and now..really is time for me to rest and enjoy my sem break...!!

~eRiC mOo~

another 9 days to end year 2010

2010-12-21T18:37:00.000-08:00

another 9 days to end year 2010...
i was thinking,what hav i done through out this whole year...??!!
good question for myself...!!time for me to really think of it...!!
how bout u guys??hav u achieve what u hav planned during the beggining of this year?
next week is my final exam for my second semester...
and this is the last week for me to fight for my final exam!!somehow,i dun really hav the mood to study and do my revision yet im very scare that i will fail...
what i aim for this time exam is juz to pass all the subjects so that i can proceed to my degree course as soon as i can...
today studied 3 chapters...later still hav to continue~~
how good if i can juz express and voice out what is actually im thinking...but,still in the process of learning...*emotion control*
wow~~long long long time not sharing photos in my blog luu...went to start live concert last week with my uni's friends...took some photos,and plan to share some of it in this post...have a look...

u guys are awesome...!!

power rangers...haha~~

nernnh face~~

^^
me and wen yi...
me and ce chen...
me and felicia...

alwyn and me...~~

~eRiC mOo~

外面又下起连绵细雨

2010-12-17T20:36:00.000-08:00

外面又下起了连绵细雨

这种的天气让人其实觉得还蛮舒服

很有懒懒散散的感觉

不想翻开书来温习

却很想躺在床上

暂时不想再想也不想再理任何东西

好好歇一歇好好的睡一睡

好好的休息

有些东西发生了就让它吧

反正也做不了什么

一些东西知道就好没有必要把它说出来

说出来了也改变不了什么

做回自己该做的扮回自己该扮的

说起来就容易难

却难在说服自己

～eRiC mOo～

walking alone in the shopping mall...seriously,the feel is not that bad!!

2010-12-14T17:09:00.000-08:00

walking alone in the shopping mall,seriously,the feel is not bad...
can just walk to any where,no ppl will kacau u...
walk until tired,can just sit down,and try to look around...
everyone is like very busy,walking here and there!!
but dun knw what they are busying actually...even myself!!
alot of things came to my brain when i was walking in the shopping mall...
haizz...dun knw le!!dun feel like doing anything...coz i dun even knw what i can do??!!i am just sooo helpless...!!to those dissapointment...i really speechless...!!
because i can only remain DIAM...!!that's all!!
what else can i do??the only way is just let it be...
somehow,it is very difficult to convince ourseleves....
how good if i really dun care or even NO FEEL bout that!!

i am just so damn stress...stress bout studies,stress bout final exams!!
christmas is coming,a lot of things have to be settled...!!
everyone is having christmas mood...but i can only have exam mood!!
what the...!!
how good if i can go kampar now...
how good if i can start my next semester at kampar...!!
guess its a good try for me...!!
i hate exams,i hate assignments...
feel like going to my degree course as fast as i can...!!just scare that i will fail in this semester!!yarr..i wanna start my degree course as fast as i can,sooo...
i cannot FAIL...!!

christmas...CNY...fast fast come!!

2010-12-04T14:20:00.000-08:00

又有一段日子上来了...
时间过得好快，现在已经是12月了!!回想起去年的的今天...
真的，很多的回忆都会出现在我头脑里!!
让我分享下吧!!去年的今天，应该还考着spm,那时候的心情其实还蛮期待的，
因为就快考完试，圣诞节快到，新年又快到...
那一种的心情，挺不错!!
考完时候，到处跟朋友到处游荡，又有圣诞气氛...
尤其是靠近新年的前几个礼拜...
真的很享受那时候的心情...去购买MY FM贺岁专辑!!现在听会那些新年歌时，
那种的感觉更加强烈...!!真怀念..!!
想起来，自己都会笑起来..!!hahaha...
想起那时做工的日子,都几不错一下下的...
今年都不懂怎样过的咯...

今年比起去年，相差真的很大!!既然在圣诞后的两天考试!!@#@$#@#$%#$^%%&(#
怎样enjoy啊??抱着书enjoy咯...!!lol...
sienzz 到...!!
无论怎样，我还是很期待圣诞节的来临!!
农历新年，更加不用说咯...
我现在已经开始听新年歌了...haha~~

~eRiC mOo~

i am really tired!

2010-10-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

if there is really a choice...
if give me a one last chance...
i still will say....i choose to leave!!
i still will say....i rather dun knw anything!!
when only i can finish up this 'time period'?!
im tired of it...
no more energy to continue...
i wanna rest....
can i?
im really tired....

~eRiC mOo~

有时就钟无艳唔事就夏迎春

2010-09-29T21:22:00.000-07:00

‘有事就钟无艳唔事就夏迎春’

这句话相信大家都熟悉吧

这句话听起来

其实还蛮现实的

应该说这个世界就是那么现实的

付出的不一定会得到应有的回报

当然我不是说也不是在强调一定要得到任何的回报

只是有时候会觉得有少少的心淡

有少少看透

世界就是那么现实吗?答案是。。。。是

很有对不起的感觉

累的感觉却还在

既然改变不了不如尝试去接受

有时后就是骗不了自己

说服自己比说服别人来的难

~eRiC mOo~

things getting better..?

2010-09-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

things getting better??well..initially i felt that it is getting better...
but when i try to think deeper...
i dun really knw whether it is getting better or not!!
maybe its juz a way to convince myself that things are getting better...
when i think deeper and deeper again...
am i pretending?pretending that everything is is running very smooth...
so that i will feel that it is getting better...!!
well...i knw that self control is very important...
and this is what im doing everyday!!SELF CONTROL
some how...if u ask me,am i pretending??
lol...i dun even knw am i pretending!!??
or maybe i juz get use to it?treat this as so call 'normal' already?
there must be some lessons that im gonna learn...
but...what are the lessons??i cant guess it...
are these lessons going to affect my future lifez?
some how,i can feel it...it can affect my future life!
maybe this is juz the period for me to go through...
but its kinda suffer...
juz forcing myself go step by step...
guess...this is only what i can do...!!
dun continue to act like this...'drawing' and making yr own face dirty only!!
i mean someone...

~eRiC mOo~

weird

2010-09-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

why everything seems like changing?
what happened??what happened to the whole situation??
i really dun knw what to say...
i juz feel like everything is going to be weird from day to day...
situations becoming weird...
feelings becoming weird...
its totally different from the beggining...
and i wanna say...
all this weird things are juz very damn freaking weird!!
who can actually understand my feelings now??!!
its quite suffer for me....
tried to ignore everything...
tried to dun think bout that...
but sometimes human juz cannot lie to their own's feeling...
is this mean that everything has comes to an end...
juz wonder why things can changed in a very short time period??!!
or it juz become a memories and stop here??!!
it can be memories but pls dun stop here...
i juz hope that it can continue to go on...so that all these can be my 'history'...

some how...i feel very unfair...!!
some how...i feel very sienzz...!!
some how...i feel very fed up...!!
some how...i feel very tired...!!
some how...i feel like stop entertaining...!!
some how...i feel that there is nothing happens from the beggining...!!
some how...i feel like leaving..!!

there are lots of questions in my brain now...!!
i did something wrong??!!
what makes this happened?

if i can choose...
i will choose that there is nothing happens in the pass...

if i can choose...
i rather choose to dun knw anything and everything...

if i can choose...
i will choose to leave now...

GOD,lead me and show me the way...!!

~eRiC mOo~

无形的痛

2010-09-11T11:07:00.000-07:00

无形的手

拿着

无形的刀

插入心里头

那种内心的痛

那种内心的伤

那种内心的疼

那种无形的痛

那种无形的伤

那种无形的疼

真的真的

很痛

这种痛伤疼

真的痛到

无法形容

有人能了解吗

有人能帮我吗

我

又能做什么

又能改变什么

让我麻木吧

让我感觉不到感觉吧

让我吧

~eRiC mOo~

不说不问不听不闻不做不理不管不想不要不能....行吗？不说不问不听不闻不做不理不管不想不要不能....行吗？

2010-08-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

不说不问不听不闻不做不理不管不想不要不能....行吗？

不知道我还能做什么

不知道应该给如何的反应

不知道应该个怎么样的表情

不知道还能怎样伪装

不知道我下一步如何

不知道我应该做什么

不知道不知道不知道

不说不问不听不闻不做不理不管不想不要不能....行吗？

随便吧

好的事永远都不会发生在我的身上

多的是你不知道的事

~eRiC mOo~

多的是你不知道的事

2010-08-21T15:11:00.000-07:00

another week is gone!!

gosh...can u imagine??

august is going end very soon...

and...we are going celebrate CNY in another few more months!!xD

but before that,is time get ready and prepare for my final exam

which is held on 1st of september...!!

yup...really must add oil in studies,next week is the last week for me to prepare!!

sometimes is really not easy to control our emotions...

things are juz keep on 'pop-ing' into my brain...

trying my best to not to think...coz it really will affect my mood!!

besides,it will also affect me dun feel like doing anything!!

wake up...time to wake up!!

how i wish sometime i can really be crazy!!?

no need to think so much,no need to dream so much,

no need to worry so much...

hmmm...can i??

tiring to entertain this kind of thing...

GOD,can u pls help me to take it out from my lifezz??!!

what can i do much??i want to let go...

even sometimes i dun really knw what i want...!!??

GOD,heal me pls...!!

went to genting highlands to attend MY FM 12th anniversary concert...

this is i was one of the vvip again...manage to get photos with all those

singers and DJs...

~eRiC mOo~

black mood :(

2010-08-18T18:19:00.000-07:00

i juz wanna say...

today my mood is totally shit + sucks...

black mood :(

~eRiC mOo~

follow yr feels to do whatever u like...

2010-08-13T22:29:00.000-07:00

follow yr feels to do whatever u like....
this is the only way to make yrself to be happy...
what do u think??
do u think this is really a good way??!!
some may says yes...
but for me...i dun think so!!
can u juz do whatever u like and ignore everything?
ignore yr friend's feeling??ignore what ppl wil think of u?
sometimes is really dun knw what to do...
should put down eveything and let it flow by itself...
my final exam is coming soon!!2 more weeks...!!
continue to be emo~

~eRiC mOo~

人的心情。。。

2010-08-12T22:22:00.000-07:00

人的心情很多时候都会有高或有低

其实为什么要这样也许

就是很多东西都是无法去解释

又有一段时间没来这里了

时间一天一天的过去

今天已经是八月了每一天的经历

就这样演变成了每一天的历史

这一些的历史过去就成为过去了

永远都不会再回来

这一些的历史包含着开心

也包含着不开心不知道为什么

不开心的总是比开心的来得多

也许这就是生活吧

也许就是有人认为

做人其实时时刻刻都在伪装

伪装这两个字我对它无言

有时后也不清楚自己要的是什么

这一整个星期老实说

真的不是很有心情因为某些原因

那又如何生活还是要继续

不想再想这么多也不想问这么多

也许沉默真的是金吧

麻木的感觉永远就是这样

随便吧这样就这样吧

还是那句无言

~eRiC mOo~

人的生命就是那么脆弱化学

2010-07-13T18:12:00.000-07:00

人的生命
就是那么化学
就是那么脆弱
时间
真的过得很快
不轮到你不认同
每一天
都在为生命拼搏
每一天
都在忙进忙出
每一天
都很匆忙要做一件事情
每一天
都很匆忙的完成一件事
都很匆忙的回家
做什么都很匆忙
有享受到那个过程吗
随便吧...
做好自己本分就好...

~eRiC mOo~

july!!omg....

2010-07-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

this few weeks is really kinda busy for me!!
lol...exams,assignments all coming together,which one should i do 1st??
my head is going to boom soon...haha~~
basically now everyday also have to do revision...
honestly,actually i'm quite enjoy my uni life!!
but there is only 1 thing i dun really like is.......i hate to wake up sooo early!!
everyday have to wale up at 5.30am..worse than last year la :(
guys...what do u feel now??
i cant believe that now is already july!!july...july...JULY
half year of 2010 is gone...
yarr...half year of 2010 is ALREADY gone...!!
time is really flying now...and i started my uni life is already more than one month!!
lol...and we will be celebrating CNY in another 7 months!!noob~~
will update more when im free!!

~eRiC mOo~

3rd week of utar's life...!!

2010-06-16T18:17:00.000-07:00

sorry sorry sorry coz not updating my blog for alomost 2 weeks!!coz recently kinda busy...as u guys know i juz started my university life on last 2 week...need to settle down everything!!and yarr...finally got time to update my blog~
juz feel like wanna type in chinese....so,allow me pls :)

先让我说声不好意思...因为最近比较忙，所以没什么时间Blog!!
开学了三个星期，一切都还好，还正常吧...只不过是觉得大学的生活和中学的生活，
真的...有很大的分别!!还在适应当中...无法否认，还蛮想念中学的日子!!
昨天，和一位中学朋友吃午餐...去了我以前做工的那间餐馆!!
当我一踏入那间餐馆食时，很有一种不懂怎样形容的感觉...
就很有以前在那边做工的感觉!!见回以前一起做工的朋友...
想起和他们一起颠，一起废的日子,其实还蛮开心的...可是已经成为过去了!!
现在想想...时间，真的过的很快!!三个月前和三个月后的变化，真的还蛮大...
给我感觉，每个人都好像在很拼命，为了生活而拼命...
感觉上是不能让自己休息，不能稍微放慢脚步...
稍微放慢脚步，你就会比别人慢一拍，要追...感觉上都很辛苦了!!
其实有时候我在想...有这个必要吗??我也尽量不让自己慢下来...
以前的时代，也许还能...!!无论如何,人总是因该向前看，向前走...只有这样，我们才能继续成长...
开学了三个星期，当然认识了不少朋友!!
相处的都很开心...一起吃，一起颠，一起废!!
这三个星期，真的过的还蛮不错!!希望接下来的日子还能继续那么精彩....
今天...今天，不知道为什么...有少许的没有心情!!
这一天...应该是我在大学里第一天有这种的感觉...超不喜欢这种感觉!!
也许有时候真的无法避免有这种的心情...
赢在起点，输在终点...还是输
输在起点，赢在终点...还是赢
各位...加油吧!!

guess that's all for today!!everyone...good luck and all the best!! :)

~eRiC mOo~

time to get ready for my new journey!!

2010-05-28T06:15:00.000-07:00

guess what???!!going to start my new journey in my life soon >>> university life
went to UTAR for orientation from monday to thursday...!!900++ new students were sitting in the hall and just keep listen listen and listen!!kinda boring lo...but,also learned a lot of things la...!!my 1st class wil be starting from next monday at 8am,everyday my class wil start at 8am,wow~~so early!!my class start at 8am,but i hav to wake up at 5.30am...u knw why??coz the traffic from cheras to pj is super super super damn jam...like more teruk than last year when i was studying in secondary school...!!thought uni life no need to study everyday...sudah salah la...!!have to study from monday to friday!!so....so...nothing much i can do!!

during the orientation...
UTARmychoiceconclusion: UTAR my choice

haha...coz nothing to do ma..so just wu liao wu liao lo...!!

all the best to monday la...okok,let me share some words in chinese...

赢在起点输在终点=输

输在起点赢在终点=赢

输在起点那又如何

最重要是别放弃终有一天你还是会赢

赢了起点的人要是继续那么骄傲

终有一天你一定会输

各位加油吧

that's all for today!!!cheeeeeeeerssss.... ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

look out point >>> thailand steamboat

2010-05-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

okok...finally got time to blog liao!!hmm...let's talk bout last friday!last friday went to look out point with my cell group members after cell group...went there to yum cha and supper...i like the enviroment there...!!

happy birthday to 3 of us...

finished friday...the next day is saturday!!haha...makan thailand steamboat with my church kaki's for our dinner....eat eat eat eat eat eat eat and eat!!wow~~our kaki's like to eat...haha...

eat all u can...
eat eat eat...!!

wow...after eating....
oh yar...just to announce...our big brother mr lim biiang haur finally bought his new nokia handphone...this guy ar,spent alomost 3 hours to buy this phone....

~eRiC mOo~

yeah..i passed my driving test!!

2010-05-14T12:23:00.000-07:00

nothing special for this week...
tuesday went to bangi for my driving test,deng...!!
spent alomost 5 hours only 'gao dim' everything!!
and yes...finally i passed it,and now juz waiting for my P license...
hav to wait for 7 to 10 days only can get!!
next week is last week for me to 'enjoy' lu...
because after next week im going to start my foundation class @ utar...
yarr,doing nothing for alomost 2 months,
and now finally...back to sch,but not smk tc anymore!!haha...
can't wait for another week anymore...!!how i wish i can start 2moro...

how if i choose to ignore them??!!haha...can i??
whatever la...as long as i knw thier real 'look' + i cant do anything...
just forget bout it lo...

很多时候不说不问并不代表不知道，选择安静不出声只不过是因为选择了保持沉默，也是因为不想有尴尬的场面出现...也许这也是一种的解决方法!!
不出声也是因为觉得退一步能够海阔天空，请别那么自以为了不起，人的容量度是有时候，是在不同的环境下...是有限的!!

~eRiC mOo~

18岁

2010-05-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

今天
是我的生日
是我18岁生日真想像不到
没怎么庆祝
因为对我来说庆不庆祝
也不会有什么特别
对我而言
也只不过是一个普通日子一样过
吃喝睡听闻摸讲坐站

问我开不开心
老实说我不知道
没有什么特别要开心
没有感觉就对了

无论如何
还是要感谢所有祝福我的人
无论是通过讯息面子书还是面对面
真的谢谢你们

还要谢谢我教会的一些‘脚’
晚上特地来我家
为我切了一个生日蛋糕
谢谢

不能否认的我已经18岁了
18岁的生日就快结束了

来让我对自己说
生日快乐

我总觉得

我很一个人

~eRiC mOo~

hello 'MAY'...

2010-05-05T15:15:00.000-07:00

1st post for MAY...first of all,i wanna say welcome MAY!!lame~~let's talk bout last week...went back to kampung >>>> ipoh from last friday to sunday...u knw what??!!wow..the traffic is very very super jam...coz labour day ma,banyak orang balik kampung~~we spent almost 3 to reached ipoh...so sienzz juz sitting in the car!!staying there everyday juz eat and eat and eat,play and play and play...sleep and sleep and sleep...!!shuang...!!share some photos here :)

brakfast on saturday...curry mee!!sedap...sedap!!

my leng lui aunty and my sis...
ipoh's coffee...my leng lui aunty's house...
my leng lui aunty and my leng lui mother...
dinner time...makan ikan!!
my grandmother~~
yummy...geng~~

last day >>> sunday!!dim sum for breakfast...

enjoying my dim sum...this one...lagi sedap...!!

char siew pao~~

who is this??my sis lo~~
chu cheong fun~~

came back to KL on sunday night...same thing!!the tracffic is very very super jam...spent 3 hours++ only reached KL...xD~~2 more weeks i guess..then i hav to start my foundation already..wow~~dun knw whether i still can write or not...haha~~hmm...all the best,not only me...everyone...!! ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

lepak...yap nicole is back!

2010-04-29T12:58:00.000-07:00

finally,yap nicole is back from ns!!haha...me and siew leng went out with her yesterday to makan and lepak :)dun knw why,she looks taller after she came back from the camp...noob~~we went to old town white coffee to makan and minum white coffee + chit chatting @ leisuare mall...

omg...power rangers!!she feels like wanna eat burger!!
we went to mc d as well to makan ice cream!!
eating @ old town

time to say bye to april lo,then say hello to may,haha...its time to get ready my things for my foundation class...wil start my foundation class on 24th of may...actually still got almost one more month for me!!hmm...listening to musics and typing this blog...feel soooo good!!i like this feeling...cheer~~

~eRiC mOo~

今天的我真的很不开心

2010-04-27T17:01:00.000-07:00

今天的我
真的很不开心
很不爽不想说话
请别问我为什么
我不想说也不想提
只想找个地方发泄
我很久很久很久
都没有这种感觉
有什么大不了的事情
好像我很想让这件事情发生
我比任何人都不想
可是不发生都已经发生了
我又能改变什么
我比任何人都不想
放屁放屁去放屁
听到吗我说去放屁
我真的很想@!#$%#@#$%
一句安慰都没有
也许也是我的问题吧
随便吧随便吧
有时候真的很无奈
不想再想不想在做
没错我承认我是在说气话
那又怎样又如何
有什么大不了
把自己关在房间
关了灯
听着歌
还要把歌开到最大声
在打这篇东西的感觉
一点都不好受 :(

越来越觉得

我好像是自己一个人

还有人感觉到

我的存在吗??

~eRiC mOo~

ice kacang puppy love~~

2010-04-25T20:38:00.000-07:00

i'm here again!!juz to announce,another week is gone!!get ready to say 'bye bye' april,'welcome' may,lol...funny rite??haha...nothing much to say bout last week!!but..went for movie yesterday with my church's kaki's...guess what movie we watched yesterday??ermm...ermm...<>《初恋红豆冰》@ leisure mall, yeah!!!over all...this movie is actually not bad ,quite funny...but feel like abit ‘无理头’...whatever,we juz enjoy the time when we were watching the movie together~~

took this photo infront of the cinema,but very sad,coz i wasn't there~~

thx to sim siew leng for taking this picture...dun knw wat am i looking at,maybe got leng lui gua!!:)

okok...now let's forget bout <>...

yesterday '5sn4 year 2009' suddenly came into my brain...miss those days when all of us carzy together,laughed together,bully teacher together...haha~~

i like this photo very much,everyone was like very emo~~haha,anyway...thx to mr daniel tan lek thow for editing this photo...really nice~~

hmm...that's all for today la!!everbody,jia you ba~~ ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

1st time working @ PC fair >>> KLCC ^..^

2010-04-19T22:23:00.000-07:00

okay...let's talk bout last week!!especially friday,saturday and sunday...really rush and busy days to me...!i guess u guys knw that KLCC is having PC fair on that 3 days,yarr...i worked as part-timer at the PC fair from friday to sunday,selling all those speakers..wow~~really a tiring job,not only tired,but also loosing my voice as well!!1st time working as part-timer at PC fair...i hav to explain all those speakers to customers,and do u guys knw why am i loosing my voice??coz i explained to cunstomers with all those speakers are 'funtioning'...with the bass volume!!lol...how to explain??'shout ' to explain lo!!but its a good experience for me...quite enjoyed when i was working there with a group of new friends...they are fantastic!

last day,cleaning up everything and packing all those speakes!!

after cleaning up everything...we went for our supper at maideen!!

okok...finished talking bout PC fair,now talk bout last wednesday!!mr ivan hew called me out for dinner with daniel,boey and jeff yap!!and he told me that dun knw got what promotion >> bonzzana??(am i right??) @ sushi king...most of the sushi cost RM2 only!!sooo...he came to my house to fetch me ^..^ btw,thx to him for sending me here and there!!captured some photos when we were eating....walao!!we ate alot + alot + alot~~

jeff yap is counting all those small plates...!!

mr and mrs daniel loke~~
wow..tingginya~~
and...this is me,haha...!!

mr ivan hew...sooo ugly!!haha..jk only la,dun angry arrh!!

i like this post...looks like very serious and thinking solutions...

how to finish our sushi...!!lol..

acting cute~~
why looks like very tired??!!yarr...eat until very tired!!
daniel...cant tahan the wasabi~~

sorry daniel...jeff and ivan's hands blocking u...ermm...thx to him sending me there and back la :)

and now....im free again!!hav to plan wat to do for 2moro...btw,im going for my driving test next tuesday...wish me me luck!!hope i can pass~~!!

that's all for today :) jia you!!

~eRiC mOo~

everybody seems like tak happy...??!!

2010-04-12T13:18:00.000-07:00

i guess the last post with photos is last year...here are some photos that i wanna share when i was stil working @ ec foodie...!!now...im no longer staying there luu...working with this gang of friends,seriously...really enjoyed when we were working together although is abit tired~~hmm...

this guy is from pahang,same age with me...but now he

went back to pahang already...

staying at home everyday...hmmm~~honestly,quite boring actually...24th of may only start my foundation class...can u guys imagine...1 more month leh...haiz~~dun knw how to express my feel + my mood lo...everyday sleep at 2 or 3am...alone lying on the bed,and dun knw what to do...how i wish i can start my foundation class now...better than staying at home everyday~~

just dun knw why,everyone seems like very unhappy...very stress...very emo...very lonely...very sienzz!!what about me??am i??!!lol..i dun knw!!why humans just cannot be happy everyday?!!

juz wanna say...

2 is better than 1...cheeeeersss!!

since nothing to do...so....did such stupid thing~~lame!!haha...

~eRiC mOo~

开心不开心也是要过日子

2010-04-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

今天

其实没有什么心情

哎

其实是某些原因

搞得我不是那么的开心

也不想再提

反正都不是那么光荣的事情

在我们人生里

有开的日子也有伤心的日子

也许每个人都会有一个疑问

为什么不开心的日子总是多过开心的日子

其实也没有什么大不了啦

反正开心不开心

也是同样要过日子

为何不选择开开心心的度过每一天

很多时候只不过是我们个人的思想

想好的它就会好

想不好的它就会影响你的心情

也许说是容易做却难

往好的方面想吧

各位

加油

~eRiC mOo~

1/4/2010 >>> 愚人节 >>> Arpil Fool

2010-04-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

今天
是一年一度的愚人节
对
没错
今天是4月1日
愚人节

当说起愚人节

单纯的
就会被人家玩

有经验的
就会去玩人家

是这样的
无论你喜欢还是不喜欢
你都得接受现在的这个世界

现在想想

去年的今天
我应该是说了不应该说的东西
才把原本不会发生的东西
让它发生了
从此
一切东西就开始转变了

现在想想

有点遗憾
要是当时我没有说出来

今天

事情又能发展到怎样呢
是喜是悲
没有人会知道
一切也不再我们的掌控之下

可是
又能如何

不发生都已经发生了
整整一年

算吧
反正也改变不了什么

相反的
应该向前看
最重要的是
千万别对你所作的决定
有后悔的感觉

各位
加油吧

~eRiC mOo~

sOrRy for not updating my blog!!

2010-03-30T21:41:00.000-07:00

first thing that i wanna type is....sooo SORRY for not updating my blog!!was kinda busy last week...
that's why din manage to update my blog...
as what i mentioned before...actually im going to sabah for ns on last saturday...but....
since im updating my blog here means im not joining already due to some reasons...!!and....im here now >> KL...
finally...settle down everything!!
1)NS...gao dim...
2)application for foundation class>> Utar...gao dim!!
but now hor....im very very very very super super super BORING + SIENZ
now everyday juz eat...watch movie...sleep...online...
nothing to do and i dun knw what to do lo...lol...damn boring staying at home~~
actually wanna continue to work....
but...only work for 2 months because my foundation class start from 31th of may,who wants??siapa mau??!!
2 months...staying at home for 2 moths...
how i wish i can start my foundation class now...
no choice...just be a good boy at home,haha...help my mum to do some house work,clean up my room....
since im not going to ns,so i can continue my driving lesson...
yarr...i can get my P very soon...haha,hope i can pass la!!
honestly...really missed those days when i was in secondary sch....
haiz...juniors,remeber to enjoy yr secondary sch lifezzzzz!!
at the same time...enjoy the process!!
today is already 30th of march...2 more days for march!!
hey guys...time is really 'running' very fast...grab hold every single second and dun waste it!!
jia you~~

~eRiC mOo~

stopppppppp working!!

2010-03-22T00:49:00.000-07:00

这个星期开始没有做工了...因为已经辞职!!
也该是时候准备下一个旅程吧!!
不知不觉,做工已经有差不多三个月...
还是那句...时间过得很快!!唉...真快!!
无法否认...与这班朋友一起做工...
还蛮开心,快乐又有趣...跟他们一起工作,会觉得没有压力...
因为全部都是一样‘废’...
‘废’到...
也不懂怎样形容了...
各位工作的好兄弟们...加油吧!!
终于...终于....
今天一早终于去了拉曼大学报名...
5月才开学...
所以...只有一个字可以形容 >>>> 等

~eRiC mOo~

eRiC mOo feels

2010-03-12T01:03:00.000-08:00

eRiC mOo FEELS...

1)feels moody
2)feels unhappy
3)feels sad
4)feels very bad feelzz
5)feels dun wan to talk
6)feels no feel
7)feels sienzz
8)feels dissapointed
9)feels tired
10)feels dun wan to care everything

~eRiC mOo~

一个星期的时间

2010-03-10T11:16:00.000-08:00

很想问...
为什么在短短的一个星期里面...可以让许多事情已经转变了...!!
而这些事情...就在这短短的一个星期由1变去2...
开心的日子,总是过得特别快...
我想...这是应该大家都认同的吧!!
在我离开中学后的的两个月里...
的确,真的发生了好多的东西...当然,伤心快乐都包括在内...!!
尝试到做工的滋味,去到不同的环境与不同的人沟通...
同时... 也认识了不少的新朋友...
至于中学的朋友...当然还有联络,有时还会一起越出来喝茶...
达然已经不像以前天天见面...毕竟大家都已经各走各路了...
大家都向着不同的方向发展...
这两个月里,许多事情都转变了...
前几天才收到消息,之前大家都知道我会去NS...而我将会去到的地方就是...SABAH!!
这个月尾就要飞过去了...
明天...就是最紧张的日子了...SPM成绩明天就出炉了...
不需要紧张吧...反正就改变不了什么...
好不好..都一定要接受!!
当然,真的希望能达到我想要的成绩...
各位...加油吧!!

~eRiC mOo~

march??!!huhh!!

2010-03-04T11:30:00.000-08:00

cant believe that now is already march...
can u guys imagine...??!!9 more months for 2010...
lol...spm results is coming out soon...
takutnya~~but what to do??
juz accept it lo...yup...juz accept it...this is only what i can do...
juz bought a new phone on tuesday...samsung s5233w >>> touch screen!!
walao...my salary all finished ady lo...
haha...because of this phone...that's why im working...haha...
that's all for today la...
coz hor...coz hor~~
time to work liao...sienzz la...
but nevermind la...
maybe this is the last month...maybe...
everybody...jia you ba~~
cheeeer~

~eRiC mOo~

时间

2010-02-22T10:53:00.000-08:00

又有一段时间没有blog 了...
时间...
过得真快...已经来到大年初九!!想起来...新年前还很兴奋,好期待的的感觉!!
放了一个星期的假,这么快...就要回到真正的生活了,我昨天就开始做工了...
hmm...其实还蛮想念以前读中学的日子,不是想念读书的日子...
而是一大班朋友在一起玩,谈天,一起颠!!
可是,过去的...就不会再从来...算咯!!
要是时间能够永远停留在快乐的时光那多好...哈哈...
不可能啦...做人,应该向前看!!过去的...无论是开心还是伤心...就让它过去吧!!
成绩,下个月就出炉了...
说不紧张,不担心,不害怕...当让是假的!!还是那句咯...不考都考了...还能改变什么??
就...接受吧!!不过也希望不要太烂啦!!
讲回时间...不知不觉还有一个星期,2月份就要结束了...
2010年这样就过了两个月...
这两个月,各位...你们有做了什么吗??
2010年就省下10个月...
相信这10个月也很快过去...
得确...
这两个月,真的改变了很多东西...无论是我自己...无论是我朋友...
从外表,造型...到性格,再到思想...大家都变了...
也许大家都已经踏入人生的另外一步吧....
做工应该只做到3或4月...若没错...应该5月就会开学了...
就这样吧...各位...加油咯!!
希望某某人也会很好...

~eRiC mOo~

happy CNY~~

2010-02-13T03:09:00.000-08:00

hey im here again...
finally...finally...today is the last day of 'working' lo...
and im free starting from tomorro until next saturday...
going back to my hometown >>>> ipoh later with my family...
hope really can enjoy during this CNY holidays...!!haha...
angpow...angpow ...angpow~~
money money money~~
lol...let's talk bout today..
walao~~~today damn tired lo...
dun knw why....banyak banyak banyak orang datang ke restoran itu lo...
work until i crazy~~
anyway...thx to bos~~coz he sent me back today...
haha...thank you~~
dun knw whether got time to online or not during CNY holidays....
so...juz to wish u guys....
HAPPY CNY la...!!
enjoy~~

~eRiC mOo~

dyed my hair~~

2010-02-06T21:52:00.000-08:00

helloooo...~~
1st post for FEB...
hmmm...guess what??!!yeah~~finally...i dyed my hair...
lol...the colour is...
i also dun really knw lo...i guess is gold + chocolate...
then after that went to timesquare and sungai wang with my best friend~~~Mr Lim Biing Haur!!
wah...again,ppl mountain ppl sea...
manyak orang oo~~
bought new shirts and new jeans...spent alomost RM350...
xin tong!!haha...but okay la...CNY is coming ma!!
nothing much to say la...
and...actuallt im very tired~~feel like zzzzz....
2moro hav to work again from 2pm to 11pm...
lazzzy~~
sooo...that's all for today~~
will update soon....

Take Care ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

如此的痛、如此的伤、如此的酸、如此的不舍得、如此的不甘愿、如此的不值得...

2010-01-30T22:29:00.000-08:00

好久都没有用话语写部落各了...
想一想...真的好久了...
不知道各位是否还记得...
上个星期报章所登的新闻有关槟城一所学校能的龙舟团....
当他们正在进行练习的时候...结果发生了意外...
如果没记错...大概有五名学生和一位老师在这起意外中丧命...
当我看了这一则新闻...老实说,心里真的有感到一点的酸...
也许你们会觉得奇怪,反正都不关我的事,为何要感觉到心酸??
其实...我是觉得很‘浪费’....那几位的学生...全部都只不过是17岁罢了...
为什么这么年轻...就这样离开了这个世界...
他们什么都没完成...
真的可以感受到...他们的爸爸妈妈当时候的心...
是如此的痛、如此的伤、如此的酸、如此的不舍得、如此的不甘愿、如此的不值得...
很多事情都不轮到我们去控制...
很多事情的发生都不一定需要得到我们的同意...
也许应该这样说...很多事情的发生都没有一个很好的解释...
请问...公平吗??也不轮到我们说公平还是不公平...因为根本不轮到我们说...
也许...这就是所谓的‘命中注定’吧!!我们...又能做什么??!!
各位...请珍惜身边每一个无论是人或物...因为我们真的无法猜透下一秒会发生什么事...
别让自己后悔或遗憾一生...也许...这就是我们只能做的...
这几天也不知道为什么...心情不是很好....
不想再在乎为一些无谓的事情了...
他或者他们喜欢怎样....就怎样吧...喜欢怎样...随便吧!!感觉上已经不想再抖个你死我活...
因为...真的会厌倦...真的会很累...毕竟也不轮到我的控制...
有点想念中学时大家一起玩...一起颠...一起笑的日子....
可惜...全都已经变成回忆了...

~eRiC mOo~

hmm...moody~!!

2010-01-27T01:52:00.000-08:00

hey ppl...once again very very very sorry for not updating my blog
lol...as wat i mentioned before...now everyday i also hav to work until 12am...
my feelingzz this few days was very weird...
hmm...or i should say...this few days not really in a good mood...
hmm...why leh??!!also dun knw why...
during working time also no mood...~~
i guess one of the reason is...
i can't manage my time very well now...
most of the time i spent on working...
i want to work...but i also need TIME...!!
lol...this is only one of the reason...
hmm...hmm...hmm....
what happened??why suddenly my mood sooooo down...
dun even knw how to express my feelingzz now...
feel very tired~~my heart is very tired~~sometime really feel that wanna stop everything...
can i rest??rest means i dun want to think bout anything....no stress + no worries...!!
hmm...just...
just let it be + let it flow ba...!!
if not...what can i do??!!maybe this is the only way~~
oh yarr...juz wanna inform u guys...rachel cha went to Australia last night....
to continue her studies....!!all the best to her la~~
that's all for today...
tired~~sleepy~~moody~~
good nitezz...

Take care ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

undang>>>>>passed~

2010-01-16T23:24:00.000-08:00

yo~ yo~ yo~...
hey guys!!juz to share a good news here...haha~~
went for undang exam this morning...
walao...reached there around 7.35am...
i dun knw why....this goverment departmenn arrh...dun knw why need to wait for few hours only can sit for the exam and dun knw keep waiting for what??!!
sooooo...waited for alomost 2 hours...
and i hate that place,soooo small + ppl mountain ppl sea!!
i was thinking that time...im not coming back to this place anymore...
sooo...must passed this exam...
lol...finally...my turn to sit for the exam...and i used 30min to finished all the questions...!!
huhh~~
tell u guys a good news la...
i passed the exam...47/50~~
woooo~~undang only ma...!!
luckly i passed~~haha...
that's all for today la :)
2moro morning need to wake up very early...
going to work right after church service...
all the best~~

Take Care.smile ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

prefer sch life or working life??

2010-01-15T01:54:00.000-08:00

hey guys...guess what is the time now??!!lol...
now is already 1.36am...
juz came back from working...well~~actually is very tired~~
work from 12pm to 12am...
but...i cannot sleep although very tired + sleepy...
coz im sitting undang exam on saturday,need to do revision...
lol...very funny!!after spm already also need to do revision...
what the .....
i hav to finish the 500 question before i sit for the exam...but now...only half way...haiz~~
prefer sch life or working life??
this question suddenly appeared in my brain...
actually i also dun knw the real answer...
sch life is like very enjoy..can keep on chatting or share everything to friends....
working life is actually not bad...very fun...no need to follow any stupid rules...
if u ask me...
prefer sch life or working life??!!
the answer is...
i dun knw how to answer + this is not forever....
dun think my friends from form 4 and form 5 now can understand my feelingzz...
only those who same age with me + working like me...
haha...guess will work until april only wil stop...then continue to study!!
hmmm...whatever la!!
anyway...wish me luck for my undang exam~~
good nitez everyone...oopss...i should say good morning!!haha:)
gambateh guys...

Take Care. ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

1st week of working...!!

2010-01-09T06:29:00.000-08:00

sorry for not updating my blog for almost one week...started to work on monday already...and everyday need to work until 12am...EVERYDAY...yarr,everyday!work until 12am...ermm...actually is very tired de...but,quite enjoy when working...haha~~sound like very lame!!hmm...went to new year countdown last week with my frenzz....lol~~again,ppl mountain ppl sea...so,share some photos here :) enjoy~~will update again next week~~

watching 'show'...sooooooo concentrate!!thx for ivan

taking this photo,looks so yeng!!haha~

ivan...stop acting cute :(
hmm...actually i also acting yeng...haha~paiseh!!
this group lagi yeng...haha:)

will update again next week!!see you guys...need to work 2moro!!bye~

TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

告一段落....新年快乐!!

2010-01-03T22:47:00.000-08:00

首先...在这里祝大家新年快乐!!
好像有点迟...不好意思...!!paiseh~~
2009年...终于已经告一段落了...
2009年...终于可以点上一个句号了...
一年时间,就这样过去了...
的确...
2009年真的发生了很多事情...
有开心,有伤心...
有快乐,有不快乐...
有甜的...有酸的...有辣的...当然,也有苦的...
要放下一些东西,真的不容易...
要忘掉不开心的事,也不容易...
无论怎样...
这一切已经过去了...
已经变成回忆了...
是时候把2009年点上一个句号了...
开心的...就把它当成回忆...
伤心的...就把他忘了吧!!
应该这样吧...hor??!!
明天所有学校就开学了...可是已经不关我的事了...
hahahahaha...
那些开学的...加油咯!!
而我...明天就要开始做工了...
新的一年...新的开始...
各位...加油咯!!
你也加油吧!!

~eRiC mOo~

X'mas >>> New Year ^..^

2009-12-31T13:29:00.000-08:00

back from ipoh yesterday nitez...everyday eat eat and eat only...sure fat already...haha:)hmm...today is the last day of 2009,was thinking,why time passed soooo fast...what to do??juz accept it lo...btw...forgot to wish merry x'mas last week...paiseh,everyday juz keep on hanging with friends until no time to update my blog~...haha...but took some photos on x'mas day...so,share it here la :)

loooksss so emo~,no la...ppl got gf to hug,then i juz hug this tiang lo...
with mr daniel :)
noob~~~with boey..!!

going to countdown later with my friends....hope can enjoy la...juz to wish everyone...HAPPY NEW YEAR >>>> 2010....say bye to 2009... see u guys NEXT YEAR ^..^

sch going to reopen next monday...but its not my business anymore...jia you lo :)do yr best!!

~eRiC mOo~

the day before spm...(part 2)

2009-12-26T23:01:00.000-08:00

today not really in a mood... 'something' suddenly came into my brain,then keep 'flying' in my brain...lame~~and keep thinking of it...hmm...still wondering a question...but im not going to type here...juz let it flow in my brain ba...really missed those days...nevermind...cheer~

share some photos here...the day before spm (part 2)...enjoy :)

giving speech again...

so blue....who dare to bully us...sure DIE...haha~
all the best to this gang la...:)
noob~
moral teacher...pn lim sek loon..
yew chung...u looking at where??!!

hmm...reading BM...

crapper from my class...mr teng...!!
mabel...this photo big enough??!!

im still the shortes...!!

still got part 3...will upload if got time...

congratz to u....got a good result,as what i expected la...haha:)
one more week to go...then sch reopen lo,prepare yeself!!
jia you in everything..!!

TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

the day before spm...pengawas??!!pps??!! (part 1)

2009-12-22T13:51:00.000-08:00

took some photos before spm...and today...'NO MORE' spm...finally,got time to upload all those photos,this is only the 1st part...very funny,i changed my prefect uniform to pps uniform...see!!which one is more suitable for me??hmm...pps uniform also not bad for me la :) xD~i changed my uniform with hew eng...lolzz...prefect uniform not bad for him too...haha~enjoy!!leave yr comment here and tel me which uniform is more suitable for me...haha ...

changed my uniform with hew eng...not bad right??!!
ai sin also changed her prefect uniform to pps uniform...

ermm...this girl is juz a normal student,she changed her uniform with ai sin~
lim biiang haur...wearing his own uniform~lame...
me and ai sin...mr jesse also wearing his own uniform..daniel and me...all this pura-pura...this group also pura-pura wan...only jesse is the 'real'...haha!!

hmm...prefect uniform is more suitable for me...haha~looks smarter...

wil upload more photos maybe 2moro...now pergi ENJOY and PLAY 1st...haha~

oh ya...PMR results is coming out on thursday lo...good luck to all form 3s...

TAKE CARE...

~eRiC mOo~

'Eternity' >>> ‘永恒'

2009-12-18T13:32:00.000-08:00

hey...everyone, free on this saturday??
You are invited to a meaningful drama musical organised by charis christian centre!actually this is one of the christmas event...u can juz bring anyone to join even yr family...the theme for this musical is 'Eternity'...'永恒'!!
Don't miss it!
Date: this saturday (19 dec 2009)
Venue: L4, (DWC) Dewan Wawasan, Menara PGRM, Cheras Taman Maluri
English Show: 3pm - 5.30pm
Chinese Show: 7.30pm - 9.30pm
Free Admission.

plz giv yrself a chance to attend this musical...then u wil knw what is the purpose we celebrate christmas...!!

SEE YOU THERE...!!

TAKE CARE...^..^

~eRiC mOo~

graduation night dinner + SPM is over ~

2009-12-16T21:26:00.000-08:00

finally...finally...SPM is over!!still dun believe its true...lol~spm only ma...SO WHAT??haha...yarr..now i can enjoy + play + laugh + eat + sleep + watch movie + hang around with friends and so on...went to neway to sing k on monday right after exam!!walao...played until crazy!!sing until crazy!!not going to upload those photos here...juz view from my face book la... yesterday is form 5 graduation night dinner yesterday @ sri cempaka...all looks very 'yeng' and beautiful,but...not all la :) so...share some photos here...enjoy~ my last speech in smktc~

peak hui and me...

mr lim biiang haur~

mr chan yew chung~
ms chuang viyen,this girl is only form 3,went there to duty only :)
with mr daniel tan~sooooo TALL xD~
ms tan ai yeen~

miss low mei kei
ms mook poh li~
ms lee ling wei~
ms low hi tinggood daughter...~
puan shanthi....thx for helping me since i was in f.1 until f.5
mr john...thx for guiding me and being my advisor when i was the headprefect

'2' eric here...'eric moo' and 'eric kong'
mr lim ben jie...
mr gabriel thai...~~
mr tan hoong kit~
ms teo hui hoon~

ms yeoh hui hui~

all the best to mr aun yee...he is leaving malaysia soon~

yum sing~

performing~

i guess this is the last time for all form 5 students gather togethar~good luck to everyone ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

MY FM MY MUSIC >>> CNY album

2009-12-12T11:09:00.000-08:00

went to lesure mall on tuesday right after chemistry exam and did something crazy...

lolzz...

went there is becoz of MY MF's chinese new year album launching on that day...

first 128 persons will get special >>>> buy DVD free CD... (buy one free one la)

actually the event is start from 8pm...

so...since i went there right after exam...

then waited for 4 hours and doing nothing juz to be the first 128 persons...

and...i got number 35...

can u imagine...juz standing there for almost 4 hours...was wondering...am i crazy??lol~

finally...bought the album and also got signature from MY FM's DJ and 'astro program' hosts...

anyway...thx to teng for accompanying me from 4pm to 10.00 pm... and crazy with me...!!

share some photos here...

lolzz...got chance to take photo with MY FM DJ 林德荣...

MY FM DJ 卓卉勤...
see see see...how they crazy to MY FM??went there so early and doing nothing...waited for almost 4 hours... (including me) lolzz...
after that then pergi makan >>> sushi king~
p/s: teng...smile~

tired tired tired~~reached home around 10.30pm...1st thing that i did after reached home is....listened to CNY song....^..^ nice album!!

everyone...support MY FM...!!oh ya...juz to announce...last subject for SPM >>> BC on monday...all the best~ ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

PLEASE....!! ^..^ listen to this song...

2009-12-09T22:30:00.000-08:00

hey ppls....
uploaded a new song...
PLEASE...dun click 'stop' or 'pause'...

juz to share some feelings here...
the name for this song is 《爱与不爱》from 阿哲(陈哲耀)
for me...this song is very touching...
plz give yrself a chance listen to this song...
what i can describe is...
感动...唱到真的很有感觉...!!
especially the chorus part...

here is the lyrics of this song...

悄悄站在门外静静望着你发呆
你闪烁的双眼看着一片海笑起来
从来不对你说明白害怕你会被伤害
也许我不应该站在这门外所以我们才默默分开
*当爱与不爱一样让人心痛我们都无话可说
你现在的快乐不是因为我我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛那就松开我的手
故事走到最后期望你更好过
请你忘了曾经有过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛我们都无话可说
你现在的快乐不是因为我我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛那就松开我的手
故事走到最后期望你更好过请你忘了曾经有过...

today is mr LIM BIIANG HAUR's birthday...
so...
HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY to Mr Lim...

take care!! ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

无奈...厌倦...腻了...!!

2009-12-01T09:17:00.000-08:00

已经踏入今年的最后的一个月了...

今天...
没有考试...
可是...
却不知什么原因...
今天一早起来...
就有一种 不爽，不耐烦的感觉...

想一想...
其实已经很厌倦了...
厌倦什么??
厌倦考试...!!
有种不想再读的感觉了...
考了三个星期...
都还没考完...
还有两个星期要走...!!

不读...又不可以...!!
读...读了半天...越读越没有心...!!
可是我还是逼自己读....

无奈...厌倦...

无奈...厌倦...
无奈...厌倦...
无奈...厌倦...
无奈...厌倦...

TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

woooooo~~~~huuuhhh...break!!

2009-11-25T21:41:00.000-08:00

woooooo~~~
finally...
6 subjects 'gam dim'....
>>> BM,BI,Maths,history,add maths,moral...
this 6 subjects also quite okay + no problem la...
but add maths abit 'kek sui'...
lolzz...dun think can score A for add maths...sad~

i knw i'm not suppose to be here...
but today is the last paper for this week...
then break until next monday...
hhhuuuhh....
atleast got 'space' for me to 'breath'...

still got 4 more subjects...
biology,physics,chemistry and BC...
wah...3 more weeks to go...
sienzz~~

anyway...
i'm planning what to do and how to enjoy after my spm...
when the moment i think of it...shuang~
hahahahahahahahaha...

SPM SPM SPM >>>> going to get lost soon in my world....

how's yr holidays??
enjoy la :)
TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

wish me LUCK...~~ >>> SPM

2009-11-17T17:06:00.000-08:00

suffered for almost 1 year...
or i should say...
suffered for alomost 5 years...
finally...
is time to sit for the most important + major + final exam...>>>> SPM
which is going to start from 2moro...

the 1st paper for 2moro is BM...
and this is one of the sub that i must score atleast A-...
hope i really can do it well...
hope i won't forget what i hav read...

i'm the one who control my emotion to sit for the exam...
so...hope i won't get PANIC too~~
what i need to do is just 'apply' whatever i hav read and studied...
该读的...都已经读了...

huuhh~~
hope i can do well...
will do my best...

may GOD bless me...
wish me luck... ~~
good luck to all SPM candidates too~~

SPM...HERE I COME...!!

enjoy yr sch holidays...
TAKE CARE ^..^

~eRiC mOo~

gosh....~ sucks + shit feelingzzz.... sienzz !!

2009-11-12T22:40:00.000-08:00

gosh...~~
what happened to me...??
my mood is very very very very down from this morning to now...
and my emotion...
is totally out of control...
shit*

lolzz...
really hate this kind of sucks + shit feelingzzz...
can't sleep well every night....
this few weeks...
really damn sienzz + moody + stress + bu shuang

5 days more >>> spm
sienzz...
finally...my sejarah is alomost finish...
now my brain is full of sejarah...
really hope that i can remember everything...
haiz...

我 ... 已 ... 经 ... 很 ... 厌 ... 倦 ...了...

sucks + shit feelingzzz...
plz GET LOST...!!

continue to enjoy with yr frenzz la...
TAKE CARE...smile ^..^

感觉上...

真的受够了...!!

无奈...

~eRiC mOo~

exam...!!考试...exam...!!考试...exam >>>>>> SPM

2009-11-06T20:26:00.000-08:00

1st post for november...
feel like typing in chinese...
so....type in chinese lo...

考试...考试...
应该还有12天吧...!!??
想到考试...真的...
不知道怎么形容现在的心情...
是因为...麻木了吗...??
也不知道了...就连呼吸的空间也没有了...

现在真的不想理会准备好没有...
真的好想考试可以从明天开始...
毕竟现在的感觉是...
求生不得...求死不能...
生不如死...
好像很夸张...

成绩...!!??真得那么重要吗...??!!
是因为面子...才让人觉得成绩很重要吗...?!!
各位...好好的想想吧...

也许...
应该往好的方面想吧...
考试的日子越近...考完试的日子也越近...
也许...应该抱着这样的想法吧...

无奈...
无奈...
无奈...

TAKE CARE...^..^

~eRiC mOo~

tiring + stress + moody + sienzz....

2009-10-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

sorry for telling this....
i'm not going to update my blog very often from now due to SPM is coming...
maybe once or twice a week...
yarr...
as u all knw...SPM is coming soon...
3 weeks from now...
can't imagine...

this 3 months....
really tiring + stress + moody + sienzz...
everyday just keep repeating the same thing...
study study study...tuition tuition tuition... and~ (........)~ dun even got time to relax...
lolzz...
honestly...very suffer~~
and i knw...this few weeks...
my emotion is out of control...
can't sleep well....SIENZZ....
feel like wanna stop everything...but....imposible....
HELP ME~~
still wondering....一个笑...真的能够天下无难事吗??
can i have a good rest...??i really need a good rest + good sleep....

enjoy yr trip...
TAKE CARE ^..^

难道...

我真的只能当一个救生圈吗??...

~eRiC mOo~

一个笑...天下无难事....??!!

2009-10-25T01:15:00.000-07:00

一个笑...天下无难事...
那...每个人在这个世界都会很开心咯...

一个笑...
真的能够解决了问题吗??
那...人类岂不是没有烦恼了吗??
一个笑...
真的能够让一个人开心吗??
要是真的...那...不是很虚假吗??
一个笑...
真的能够渡过‘每一关’吗??甚至当一个人很低潮的时候...??

一个笑...
真的能够天下无难事吗??
太天真了吧...

好久都没有这种感觉了...
是因为不在乎了?? 还是因为麻木了??
当这种感觉回来时...我心里面就有了答案...
我并没有不在乎...
我只是不知道...
我还能做什么...

要是这一个笑能够解决...
那不是很好吗??

可惜的是...
昨天发的那场梦...
就只是一场梦...

累了...好想好好睡一觉...

难道我只配当一个救生圈吗 ??

告诉我...

我还能做什么??

TAKE CARE...^..^

~eRiC mOo~

生活...??!! 生活....!!??~~

2009-10-22T22:49:00.000-07:00

把眼睛闭上...
然后...
尝试一下聆听周围的声音...

才发现...
闭上眼睛那一刻...
原来周围都会很吵...
会听见大道上车辆经过的声音...
会听见小鸟的声音...

看到那些车辆在大道上经过...
看见人群都很忙...不断的走上走下...
好像在热锅上的蚂蚁...
不停的跳动...
生活好像都很忙碌...
每天仿佛过着很紧张的生活...
搞得情绪也不稳定....

现在的政治家...在斗得你死我活...

为的...
是什么...??

而我们这些外局人...
看了...都觉得好笑...
可是他们却不知道...
他们...真的不知道吗??

为的...
就是生存...

活在这个世界上...
似乎不能停下来休息...
也不能走错任何一步...
因为一旦休息后...
就会比别人慢一拍...
之后...
感觉就好像被这个世界淘汰了...

试问...
这样的生活...
不累吗...??不烦吗...?

可是...
为了生存...
我们又能怎样...??

还有20++ 多天就考试了...
可是都还没把书 '吞完'...

无奈...
无奈...
无奈...

真的无奈...

TAKE CARE...^..^

~eRiC mOo~

RIMUP CAMP >>> 2008...

2009-10-19T15:28:00.000-07:00

can't believe...

ONE YEAR....

yarr...ngam ngam one year...

went to RIMUP camp last year on 19th - 23th of october 2008...
organised by ministry of education...
the full name of this camp is....

perhimpunan perpaduan dan intergrasi pemimpin murid peringkat kebangsaan 2008

wow~~kebangsaan...
if i'm not mistaken...there are 800++ students from the whole malaysia attended this camp...
most of the campus are headprefect,assit.headprefect, president or chairman of any club in the sch....
so...me and zhi ching represented our sch to attend this camp...
hmm...this camp really gave me a lot of nice memories....really enjoyed in this camp...
here are some photos....

this is our group photo....(KL only)^..^
our gang....

this is the last dinner...with minister of education

took this photo after activity...guess wat is the activity??...gotong-royong~

pusat sains negara...

zhi ching,me and karen>>>h.prefect of smk cheras...

carrick...from pahang

chee keat....from KL

we went to KL tower too~~

me and janet...from penang....

ermm...can't remember this teacher is from where...

even her name...haha~~

carlson...from smk maxwell...

haiz...really miss this camp alot...~~

i guess this is the 1st and also the last time for me to join this kind of camp...

all of us juz enjoyed...played..laughed...and eat in this camp...

not like those training camp...haha...

enjoy your time...

but do TAKE CARE of yrself...

smile~~

~eRiC mOo~

compare....!!compare....!!and compare....??!!

2009-10-15T22:40:00.000-07:00

finally....

PMR IS OVER...

form 3 students are very happy now...
they can enjoy...play...laugh...smile...walk here and there everyday...
just do whatever they like la...
hmmm...but only for this 2 months...

NEXT...
our turn>>>form 5s>>>SPM
33 more days...if i'm not mistaken...

this few days not really in a good mood...
why humans like to compare...??!!
compare to each other everyday...??
compare this and that...

FOR WHAT...??

just do whatever we should do...
enough + that's all...
some people just like to 'show' how great is he or she...
i guess...its very normal...
coz....
this is human being....

boring...sienzz...stress...
exam>>exam>>>SPM>>>>SPM

hmm....
whatever...not everything is under our control...
this world is very reality....
let it flow....xD~~

enjoy + smile everyday...
TAKE CARE...~~

~eRiC mOo~

result...??!! learning....??!!成绩...??!!学习...??

2009-10-12T23:01:00.000-07:00

read an article last saturday...
result...??learning...??!!

Learning Vs Result
which one is more important...??
here is my opinion...

成绩...??学习...??
哪一样比较重要...??

成绩重要...??!!
还是...
学习重要...??!!

大部分人都会认为...(尤其是现在的学生)
成绩...才是最重要的...
因为有一个好成绩...
自然就会给人家看得起...
没有成绩...我们什么都不是...
这个世界是现实的...
谁有一个好的成绩...
他或她就会是赢家...
心里面不断地想...
一定要赢他...不能输给他...

其实...需要这样的心态吗??
这种想法是正确吗??
就是因为这个原因...
许多人都忽略了学习...

对我而言...
拿不到好成绩...

那又怎样?? SO WHAT...??

为什么要这么专注在成绩??
其实...学习才是最重要的...
从学习当中...我们会吸取经验...
拿不到好成绩...并不代表没有学习到任何东西...
并不代表没有收获...
为什么一定要拿到好成绩...才会被人家看得起??
这是什么世界??公平吗??
拿不到好成绩...需要被人看不起吗??

那些只注重成绩而又瞧不起拿不到好成绩的人...
自己想想吧...
拿到不好的成绩...并不代表没有成绩...

不要在乎成绩...学习才是最重要的...
this is also the conclusion from the article...

这两三天读书真的读到很sienzz...
也许...
是这个原因...这几天的情绪都不是很好....

又是时间继续吞书了...
无奈...
无奈...
真的觉得无奈...

你自己好好照顾自己吧...
照顾好自己的健康...
喝多一点水...
TAKE CARE^..^

~eRiC mOo~

time~time~time~

2009-10-11T16:19:00.000-07:00

time is keep on running....
damn fast...
next month...which is november...
i'm going to sit for my major exam...>>>SPM
haiz...can't imagine...
what will be my feeling when the moment i step into the examination hall...??

honestly...i'm not ready yet...
i need time....
i need more time to study...

sometime i wish that time can pass faster and faster....
after this 3 months.. .(october>>>november>>>december)
then i can fly...haha~~huhh??fly...??how to fly without wings...??
should use the word 'merdeka'~~
3 months...3 months...3 months only...

wish me all the best~~
gtg...continue to 'eat' book>>>>study...study...and study....

TAKE CARE...!!

~eRiC mOo~

复习....??!! Revision..??!!

2009-10-08T22:15:00.000-07:00

今天晚上...
这整个晚上...
也不知道为什么...
都没有心情作复习...
今天一早和下午都还好...
一直复习...
都能复习....

可是现在...
完全不能专心...
已经尝试换了三个科目来复习...
从复习physics,到add maths,到maths....
都不能好好的复习...

怎么啦...??
救命...救命...!!
就坐在房间...
傻傻的不懂在做什么...
不可以这样...
这只会浪费我的时间...
怎么办...??
其实我还蛮紧张的...
毕竟剩下的时间真得不多...

还有一个多月罢了...
就要考试了...
这种时候不应该再看心情了...
真难控制...
看到中三就快考完试...
真的有点羡慕...
精神点...
再辛苦...也只不过是这三个月罢了!!

你也加油吧!!
还有几天...
就能自由了...haha~~　
TAKE CARE....^..^
smile~~

~eRiC mOo~

good luck to all PMR candidates...all the best~~

2009-10-06T19:01:00.000-07:00

to all form 3 students...
suffer for almost 1 year...
finally...
u guys are going to sit for the major exam + final exam...
which is PMR...
yup...
PMR is going start form 2moro until next tuesday....
anyway...

to all PMR candidates...

ALL THE BEST TO ALL FORM 3 STUDENTS....

i'm not going to sch until the PMR exam is finish...
juz stay at home to do my revision....
coz after PMR exam....
then SPM lo...sienzz...
and i'm going to sit for SPM exam almost 1 month....
from november to december...
lagi suffer if compare to PMR...
PMR is just a week...
so...
form 3's...relax la...!!

good luck in your exam...
juz do yr best...
be relax when u are writting the answer...
dun be panic...
will pray for u...
jia you~~
8 As...no problem...haha~~
all the best....

~eRiC mOo~

sch break....

2009-10-05T23:02:00.000-07:00

since all form 3 students are going to arrange their tables for PMR 2moro..
so not going to sch 2moro...
stay at home to study lo...
most of the form 5 students also not going...i guess...
after 2moro...another break for me due to PMR exam...
wat can i do for this one week holiday...??
hmm...
study lo...
yup...
study study and study.....!!
okay...got to go...
continue to study...!!

good luck to all form 3's...!!

jia you lo u...
all the best...!!
good luck...
TAKE CARE....

~eRiC mOo~

~the eRiC's liFe~

复杂的心情

人生 就是不停的战斗

friday?! FrIdAy?! fRiDay?! FRIDAY?!

忙

Life is tough, but I AM TOUGHER!!

1st degree sem break....

我 Me

peaceful sunday night

就这样

忙 但是我喜欢

笑容吗；开心吗

learn to be an emotional-ess person...

付出 值得？

我。。。玩不起了

silence is the best solution for problems

my very 1st assignment in kampar >> intro to advertising

就这样。。。

KL to Kampar >>> 再多难熬 也要熬过去

healthy life in kampar...

1st post in kampar...

last day of working >>> Utar DSA office...

u guys are awesome >>> friendship forever :)

试 完了 玩 也完了

一个人...

perfect person?! im not...

crazy for Mc Donal??!!

脆弱

another week is gone

原来 失望 累了 消失 :(

友谊??!!

休息??

titlelesssss....

teach me...

how good if....

fly kites.....!!

another 9 days to end year 2010

外面 又下起连绵细雨

walking alone in the shopping mall...seriously,the feel is not that bad!!

christmas...CNY...fast fast come!!

i am really tired!

有时就钟无艳 唔事就夏迎春

things getting better..?

weird

无形的痛

不说 不问 不听 不闻 不做 不理 不管 不想 不要 不能....行吗？不说 不问 不听 不闻 不做 不理 不管 不想 不要 不能....行吗？

多的是 你不知道的事

black mood :(

follow yr feels to do whatever u like...

人的心情。。。

人的生命 就是那么脆弱 化学

july!!omg....

3rd week of utar's life...!!

time to get ready for my new journey!!

look out point >>> thailand steamboat

yeah..i passed my driving test!!

18岁

hello 'MAY'...

lepak...yap nicole is back!

今天的我 真的很不开心

ice kacang puppy love~~

1st time working @ PC fair >>> KLCC ^..^

everybody seems like tak happy...??!!

开心 不开心 也是要过日子

1/4/2010 >>> 愚人节 >>> Arpil Fool

sOrRy for not updating my blog!!

stopppppppp working!!

eRiC mOo feels

一个星期的时间

march??!!huhh!!

时间

happy CNY~~

dyed my hair~~

如此的痛、如此的伤、如此的酸、如此的不舍得、如此的不甘愿、如此的不值得...

hmm...moody~!!

undang>>>>>passed~

prefer sch life or working life??

1st week of working...!!

告一段落....新年快乐!!

X'mas >>> New Year ^..^

人生就是不停的战斗

忙但是我喜欢

付出值得？

KL to Kampar >>> 再多难熬也要熬过去

试完了玩也完了

原来失望累了消失 :(

外面又下起连绵细雨

有时就钟无艳唔事就夏迎春

不说不问不听不闻不做不理不管不想不要不能....行吗？不说不问不听不闻不做不理不管不想不要不能....行吗？

多的是你不知道的事

人的生命就是那么脆弱化学

今天的我真的很不开心

开心不开心也是要过日子